To Fall Asleep-Holding Absence

[00:00.000] 作曲 : Lucas Woodland/James Evans/Ashley Green/Scott Carey/Chris Smitheram [00:01.000] 作词 : Lucas Woodland/James Evans/Ashley Green/Scott Carey/Chris Smitheram [00:23.24]Bittersweet remedy - Heal me [00:33.35]I've tried to be everything you need of me [00:43.63]I'm not holding my breath [00:46.12] I know that ruin merely rests [00:48.91]I can feel it pressed against my chest [00:53.76]Like a virus, I've tried to find us [00:56.69]a way out of this hole [00:58.40]With my hands pressed against my nose [01:01.40]I'm trying to be holy, but I still don't feel whole [01:12.37]I'm trying to be holy, but I still don't feel whole [01:15.48]Can't you see that it's haunting me [01:17.74]every night when I try to sleep? [01:21.81]I'm so weak [01:25.66]Burdened by the epiphany that misery's periphery won't let me be [01:41.23]The grass is always greener when you live in black and white [01:46.40]I try to close my eyes [01:48.68]imagine everything's alright [01:52.06]But honey like an arrow [01:53.34]sewn into a quiver [01:54.83]It's in my marrow, it's in my liver [01:57.11]You watch me wilt away like a flower without rain [01:59.75]There's nothing you can do, honey [02:01.29]please just look away [02:03.34]I am nailed to this cross and I must carry it alone [02:08.23]I would ask you to hold my hands [02:10.20] but they're worn to the bone [02:13.46]Can't you see that it's haunting me [02:15.89]every night when I try to sleep? [02:20.12]I'm so weak [02:24.10]Burdened by the epiphany that misery's periphery won't let me be [02:35.76]Bittersweet remedy - Leave me [02:45.67]Its shadow follows me [02:56.37]I try to fall asleep