Birth Mark (Explicit)-cupcakKe

[ti:] [ar:] [al:] [by:时间戳工具V2.0_20200810] [offset:0] [00:07.59]Couldn't get no sleep last night
昨夜辗转难眠 [00:11.76]Not at all
彻夜未合眼 [00:12.36]Throwing up like I'm dizzy from a flight
眩晕呕吐如坠机般难受 [00:14.19]I'm sick as f**k
我痛苦不堪 [00:14.79]Mom bugging for nothing she so uptight
母亲无故苛责 她如此紧张 [00:16.80]She said It gotta go if you staying here for the night
她说若想留宿 就必须解决 [00:19.29]What
什么 [00:19.80]It's important abort it that's what they all said
他们都说着 必须终止这生命 [00:22.05]Rubbing my stomach to feel it
轻抚腹部感受生命律动 [00:23.28]Don't wanna kill it that's dead
不愿扼杀却已成定局 [00:24.84]Will I still go to heaven
我还能否踏入天堂之门 [00:26.07]Will I still get my blessings
是否仍能获得神明眷顾 [00:27.33]When I leave the doctor's office would I feel like a felon
当走出诊室时 会否如罪犯般惶惶 [00:29.70]I'm kinda aggy
心绪纷乱难平 [00:30.69]Shame I got a f**ked up baby daddy
可悲遇人不淑 [00:32.43]Would have been a good mother
本该成为称职母亲 [00:33.45]To love her 'til I'm wrinkled and saggy
多想爱你直到我容颜老去 [00:34.89]Like a test I'm stressed and hella naggy
像场残酷考试 我焦虑不安备受煎熬 [00:37.35]'Cause this s**t cut deep like it stab me
这痛楚如刀割般深入骨髓 [00:39.81]The nurse under my skirt looking for the body parts
护士掀开裙摆搜寻着生命残迹 [00:42.57]This vacuum hurt I just hope it don't leave scars
真空吸引的剧痛 只求别留下伤痕 [00:45.00]In the mirror I'm staring I'm so embarrassed
镜中倒影让我羞愧难当 [00:46.95]Feel like my soul selling quicker than clothes up on the f**king clearance
灵魂仿佛比打折衣物更廉价抛售 [01:00.09]Wish I would have borned you on this Earth
多渴望能让你降临这人世间 [01:01.74]Lord knows
** 你知晓 [01:02.22]I'm not alive inside I feel the worst
我的心已死 只余无尽痛楚 [01:04.26]Lord knows
** 你知晓 [01:05.04]I'm torn about my unborn and it hurts hard
为未降世的孩子撕心裂肺 痛彻心扉 [01:07.08]Hurts hard
痛彻心扉 [01:07.38]Now I'm scarred for life just like a birthmark
这伤痕将伴我终生 如胎记般深刻 [01:09.60]Birthmark
胎记 [01:10.14]Wish I would have borned you on this Earth
多渴望能让你降临这人世间 [01:11.64]Lord knows
** 你知晓 [01:12.24]I'm not alive inside I feel the worst
我的心已死 只余无尽痛楚 [01:14.31]Lord knows
** 你知晓 [01:14.94]I'm torn about my unborn and it hurts hard
为未降世的孩子撕心裂肺 痛彻心扉 [01:16.92]Hurts hard
痛彻心扉 [01:17.37]Now I'm scarred for life just like a birthmark
这伤痕将伴我终生 如胎记般深刻 [01:19.29]Birthmark
胎记 [01:19.95]Can't buy no baby clothes can't feed her SpaghettiO's
买不起婴儿服 喂不起意面糊 [01:22.29]Can't squeeze her fat cheeks or kiss her baby rolls
再也不能捏她肉嘟嘟的小脸 亲吻她婴儿般的褶皱 [01:25.05]Clean her toes even when it's gross
再也不能为她擦拭小脚 哪怕脏兮兮的时候 [01:27.54]Can't be there when she grow up
无法陪伴她长大成人 [01:28.59]Receive her first rose from her first crush or buy her first clutch
收不到她初恋的第一支玫瑰 也买不了她第一个手包 [01:32.34]But instead I'm in the hospital bed and doing no such
此刻我却躺在病床上 什么都做不了 [01:35.10]Nah [01:35.22]Yeah that n***a f**ked me but he don't give no f**k
那个混蛋占有了我却毫不在乎 [01:37.14]Nah [01:37.47]So much baby weight I can't even do a toe touch
腹中沉甸甸 连脚尖都难以触碰 [01:40.08]Made this decision 'cause I'm not ready
做出这个决定 只因我尚未准备好 [01:41.94]On minimum wage and ain't no gas in the Chevy
微薄薪水难糊口 油箱早已见底 [01:44.25]I need help
我需要帮助 [01:45.00]My family and friends shame me ain't that petty
亲友的冷眼让我羞愧难当 [01:47.40]Got me sleeping with one eye open like I'm Fetty
让我像惊弓之鸟彻夜难眠 [01:49.74]'Cause at the moment they can't stand me
此刻他们都对我避之不及 [01:51.45]Gave up
我放弃了 [01:52.11]Didn't wanna have it by a deadbeat
不愿让不负责任的人成为父亲 [01:53.79]I didn't
我真的不愿 [01:54.60]D**n if only I had a plan B
若当初能有别的选择该多好 [01:56.52]My baby father only offered me a Plan B
孩子的父亲只给了我冰冷的方案 [01:59.55]F**ked up
这太残酷 [02:10.13]Wish I would have borned you on this Earth
多渴望能让你降临这人世间 [02:11.76]Lord knows
** 你知晓 [02:12.24]I'm not alive inside I feel the worst
我的心已死 只余无尽痛楚 [02:14.34]Lord knows
** 你知晓 [02:15.00]I'm torn about my unborn and it hurts hard
为未降世的孩子撕心裂肺 痛彻心扉 [02:17.13]Hurts hard
痛彻心扉 [02:17.43]Now I'm scarred for life just like a birthmark
这伤痕将伴我终生 如胎记般深刻 [02:19.44]Birthmark
胎记 [02:20.16]Wish I would have borned you on this Earth
多渴望能让你降临这人世间 [02:21.75]Lord knows
** 你知晓 [02:22.26]I'm not alive inside I feel the worst
我的心已死 只余无尽痛楚 [02:24.30]Lord knows
** 你知晓 [02:24.99]I'm torn about my unborn and it hurts hard
为未降世的孩子撕心裂肺 痛彻心扉 [02:26.94]Hurts hard
痛彻心扉 [02:27.42]Now I'm scarred for life just like a birthmark
这伤痕将伴我终生 如胎记般深刻 [03:10.11]Birthmark
如胎记