im probably dead inside-Credit

I'm probably dead inside   专辑：I'm probably dead inside 歌手：Credit 作曲 : credit  作词 : credit  编曲：John Savage  混音：kwanchen  发行公司: 闪光星球 （电影采样）  The world has just become...so inhuman（这个世界变的...太没有人性了 
这个世界变的 太没有人性了  I can't talk to them. I fight them. I wanna destroy them even. （我不能跟他们交流. 我跟他们争执. 我甚至还想摧毁他们.) 
我不能跟他们交流 我跟他们争执 I'm，I'm so fxxking lonely...（我...我真的好孤独..) 
我甚至还想摧毁他们 我 我真的好孤独 I'm probably dead inside.  Turn off the light I try to kill myself at night  Plz Don't tell me I'll be Fine  The life is full of lies  Pull this fxxking trigger I'll count it one to five.  I can feel the pain from my dead inside  I keep smelling the stink form my dead inside  I feel the hopes are keep Disappearing In my sight  There's no light. There's nothing much In my life  总是拼尽全力可我什么都做不好  没渴望你能理解因为连我自己都受不了  人心的寒冷无法控制 他就快要把我冻死  你肯定不愿意跟我这种人同生或共死  最后一丝阳光在三年前七月逝去  期待自己的抑郁症终会在三千零一夜治愈  希望你能听到我 说这首歌我听到过  希望你别像我一样最后锁上了心跳锁  每天傍晚 醒来的总是异常果敢  也许是庆幸自己没有成功的死在昨晚  睡觉总不嫌晚 用灵感把空虚填满  强撑自己活下去的理由竟会如此婉转  Exactly babe that is what they called reality  I was begging everyday that somebody could talk to me  Also begged to Jesus that maybe he could wait for me  I'm sick of it cuz No one was fxxking answer me  I'm afraid of death. but that was the only way.  I'm OK. For dat. If that will be my only fate  魂被 纯粹 的沮丧强行给带走  无谓 的人情味 我关上房门往外走  愤怒的魔鬼 河边升起了 熊熊的炽焰  我想问问他到底错的是我还是这个世界  双膝落地 向内心的纯洁和善良致歉  已成过去 任由回忆梦境对现实肆虐  我再也不想看到太阳升起  风雨 交加不想看到希望再次被我撑起  任由这恐惧 死亡和仇恨  犹如这刀刃 一般的划破我疮痍不堪的身体  面对你男性朋友我越来越没礼貌  因为我嫉妒你慵懒地躺在他怀里笑  都不要 都无效 所有关于你都除掉  拜托给苟延残喘的我一个机会胡闹  用括弧号 告诉你们我的心已死  死掉的花也不用再匆忙地换新瓶子  狗狗也取了新名字 公园也建了新亭子  去年买的闹钟也因为没电已经停止  I think i will be dead when I turn to twenty five  I ain't got no time to say goodbye  Cuz I'm dead inside  Cuz I'm dead inside  I'm probably dead inside  Turn off the light I try to kill myself at night  Plz Don't tell me I'll be Fine  The life is full of lies  Pull this fxxking trigger I'll count it one to five.  I can feel the pain from my dead inside  I keep smelling the stink form my dead inside  I feel the hopes are keep Disappearing In my sight  There's no light. There's nothing much In my life  I'm probably dead inside