Return-Jessa Anderson

[ti:Return] [ar:Jessa Anderson] [al:Not Myself Anymore] [offset:0] [00:18.44]We have been running away [00:20.38]We have been hiding [00:22.07]We have been making mistakes [00:24.07]And then denying [00:26.19]All of the things that make us who we are [00:31.00]Fallen from grace and yet restored [00:36.19]We have been giving our time [00:38.07]To all the wrong things [00:40.25]We have been saving our cash [00:41.94]And yet not helping [00:44.76]All of the ones we call our neighbors [00:49.07]Everyone you said to love [00:54.32]Afraid of being hurt [00:56.38]We only give until it costs us something [01:02.00]So they won't see the worst [01:04.13]We tell ourselves it's better [01:06.57]They see nothing [01:10.19]But we diminish everything you are [01:13.44]By hiding out inside ourselves [01:17.88]We need [01:18.69]To return [01:19.76]To return to you [01:22.08] [01:28.26]We are a body in debt [01:30.45]And need of healing [01:31.95]We need a light upon all [01:33.64]We've been concealing [01:36.95]Nothing is whole without it's pieces [01:41.02]Bearing the burden all as one [01:46.26]Afraid of being hurt [01:48.08]We only give until it costs us something [01:54.02]So they won't see the worst [01:57.14]We tell ourselves it's better [01:59.33]They see nothing [02:02.01]But we diminish everything you are [02:05.20]By hiding out inside ourselves [02:10.01]We need [02:10.70]To return [02:11.76]To return to you [02:20.95]We are unwilling [02:22.14]And we are cold [02:24.01]For fear the darkness [02:25.64]Will be exposed [02:27.76]But if we hold on [02:30.02]To all our secrets [02:32.08]We only forfeit [02:33.64]Our chance at freedom