Six Degrees Of Inner Turbulence-Dream Theater

She can't stop pacing She never felt so alive Her thoughts are racing Are set on overdrive It takes a village This she knows is true They're expecting her And she's got work to do He helplessly stands by It's meaningless to try As he rubs his red-rimmed eyes He says, "I've never seen her get this bad" Even though she seems so high He knows that she can't fly And when she falls out of the sky He'll be standing by She was raised in a small Midwestern town By a charming and eccentric loving father She was praised as the perfect teenage girl And everyone thought highly of her And she tried everyday With endless drive to make the grade Then one day, she woke up to find The perfect girl had lost her mind Once barely taking a break Now she sleeps her days away She helplessly stands by It's meaningless to try When all she wants to do is cry No one ever knew she was so sad Even though she gets so high And thinks that she can fly She will fall out of the sky But in the face of misery She found hopefulness, feeling better She had weathered this depression Much to her advantage She resumed her frantic pace Boundless power, midnight hour She enjoyed the race Napalm, napalm, napalm showers showed the cowards We weren't there to mess around Through heat, exhaustion and mind distortion A military victory mounted on innocent ground Hearing voices from miles away Saying things never said Seeing shadows in the light of the day Waging a war inside my head A war inside my head Years and years of bloodshed and warfare Our mission was only to get in and kill Free vacation of palm trees and shrapnel Trading innocence for permanent psychotic hell Hearing voices from miles away (Saying things never said) Seeing shadows in the light of the day (Waging a war inside my head) Feeling strangers staring my way (Reading minds never read) Tasting danger with each word I say (Waging a war inside my head) Standing in the darkness Waiting for the light The smell of pure adrenaline Burning in the night Random blinding flashes Aiming at the stage Intro tape begins to roll Igniting sonic rage Still they keep me Between these hollow walls Hoping to find in me The answers to the test That stumped them all The boy is simply crazy Suffering from delusions We honestly think that maybe He might need an institution He lives in a world of fiction And really could use some help We have just the place to fix him To save him from himself Curled up in the darkness Searching for the light The smell of stale sweat and **** Streaming through the night Random urine testing Pills, red, pink and blue Counseling and therapy Providing not a clue Still they keep me Between these hollow walls Hoping to find in me The answers to the test That stumped them all Can't seem to find the answers He seemed such a clear cut case We cannot just let him leave here And put all this work to waste Why don't we try shock treatment It really might do some help We have just the tools to fix him To save him from himself Goodnight kiss in your nightgown Lavender in your bed So innocent as you lie down Sweet dreams that run through your head Are you lonely without Mommy's love? I want you to know I'd die for that moment You're just a poor girl Afraid of this cruel world Taken away from it all It's been 5 years to the day and My tainted blood's still the same Can't help acting this way and Those bastard doctors are gonna pay I'm so lonely without baby's love I want you to know I'd die for one more moment I'm just a poor girl Afraid of this cruel world Taken away from it all He seemed no different from the rest Just a healthy normal boy His mama always did her best And he was Daddy's pride and joy He learned to walk and talk on time But never cared much to be held And steadily, he would decline Into his solitary shell As a boy, he was considered somewhat odd Kept to himself most of the time He would daydream in and out of his own world But in every other way, he was fine He's a Monday morning lunatic Disturbed from time to time Lost within himself In his solitary shell A temporary catatonic Madman on occasion When will he break out Of his solitary shell? He struggled to get through his day He was helplessly behind He poured himself onto the page Writing for hours at a time As a man, he was a danger to himself Fearful and sad most of the time He was drifting in and out of sanity But in every other way, he was fine He's a Monday morning lunatic Disturbed from time to time Lost within himself In his solitary shell A momentary maniac With casual delusions When will he be let out Of his solitary shell? I'm alive again The darkness far behind me I'm invincible Despair will never find me I feel strong I've got a new sense of elation A boundless energy Euphoria fixation Still it's hard to just get by It seems so meaningless to try When all I want to do is cry Who would ever know I felt so sad? Even though I get so high I know that I will never fly And when I fall out of the sky Who'll be standing by? Will you be standing by? She dresses in black everyday She keeps her hair simple and plain She never wears makeup But no one would care if she did anyway Doesn't recall yesterday Faces seem twisted and strange She always wakes up Only to find she'd been miles away Absence of awareness Losing time A lapse of perception Losing time Wanting to escape She had created a way to survive She learned to detach from herself A behavior that kept her alive Hope in the face of our human distress Helps us to understand The turbulence deep inside That takes hold of our lives Shame and disgrace over mental unrest Keeps us from saving those we love The grace within our hearts And the sorrow in our souls Deception of fame Vengeance of war Lives torn apart Losing oneself and spiraling down Feeling the walls closing in A journey to find The answers inside Our illusive mind