Gilded Cage-Gorod

[00:29.24]This obsessive picture indistinct [00:33.04]These trail of smiles goodwill [00:36.43]Just to wake up and hear all these cries in my head [00:43.34]As a union of what and who we are sweeps through [00:46.87]Unconscious and unspeakable [00:50.54]Just to wake up and see [00:54.27]This final aim we don't suspect [00:57.38]Why are these feelings darkened my nights [01:00.73]Again and again [01:03.64]All made of fear isolation and confusion [01:09.64]Bigger than the desolation my life was made of before [01:12.99] [01:23.08]Have I to close my eyes again [01:25.52]Have I to loose these bearings so hard to regain [01:29.00] [01:32.86]This hope wasn't it of my own [01:35.90]Why me I don't want to [01:38.48] [01:59.74]I want to stay in this paradise that open new Helldoors [02:07.09]But this increasingly strong feeling is obnoxious to me [02:14.25]A total control of my existence is suffocating me [02:21.30]The pleasure to feel the fear urges me to go far from here [02:28.44]A jail of delight [02:31.58]Not without a shadow [02:34.85]Why I a common citizen having days seeing [02:38.31]Having days seeing only the happiness of my people [02:43.54] [02:50.73]I made my choice this desolation outside [02:58.11]May be our true reconstruction [03:05.17]I close my eyes again [03:08.61]And disappear into this world I've hated so much [03:12.07]But through which I live tree again [03:16.39]To live free again [03:18.67]