The Search (Edit)-NF

[ti:The Search (Edit)] [ar:NF] [al:The Search (Edit)] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]The Search (Edit) - NF [00:00.88]Lyrics by：Nate Feuerstein/Tommee Profitt [00:01.76]Composed by：Nate Feuerstein/Tommee Profitt [00:02.64]Hey Nate how's life [00:04.60]I don't know it's alright [00:06.38]I've been dealin' with some things like every human being [00:08.32]And really didn't sleep much last night [00:10.70]I'm sorry that's fine [00:12.56]I just think I need a little me time [00:14.61]I just think I need a little free time [00:16.34]Little break from the shows and the bus rides yeah [00:18.85]Last year I had a breakdown [00:20.34]Thoughts tellin' me I'm lost gettin' too loud [00:22.32]Had to see a therapist then I found out [00:24.35]Somethin' funny's goin' on up in my house [00:26.33]Yeah I started thinkin' maybe I should move out [00:28.28]You know pack my cart take a new route [00:30.33]Clean up my yard get the noose out [00:32.32]Hang up my heart let it air out [00:34.53]I've been searchin' [00:35.59]What does that mean Nate [00:36.60]I've been learning [00:37.57]Grabbin' my keepsakes leavin' my burdens [00:39.58]Well I brought a few with me I'm not perfect [00:41.55]Lookin' at the view like this concerns me [00:43.57]Pickin' up the cues right I'm quite nervous [00:45.55]Hate it when I lose sight life gets blurry [00:47.51]And things might hurt me [00:48.51]It's prolly gonna be a long journey but hey [00:50.82]It's worth it though [00:51.73]Cold world out there kids grab your coats [00:53.68]It's been a minute I know now I'm back to roam [00:55.78]Lookin' for the antidote to crack the code [00:57.86]Pretty vivid I admit it I'm in classic mode [00:59.80]Don't need pity given to me but I can't condone [01:01.78]Talkin' down to me I'ma have to crack your nose for crackin' jokes [01:04.49]I'm lookin' for the map to hope you seen it [01:06.23]Been makin' a whole lot of changes [01:08.32]Wrote a song about that you should play it [01:10.20]I get scared when I walk on these stages [01:12.03]I look at the crowd and see so many faces yeah [01:14.59]That's when I start to get anxious [01:16.47]That's when my thoughts can be dangerous [01:18.52]That's when I put on my makeup and drown in self hatred [01:20.91]Forget what I'm saying and [01:23.28]Where'd the beat go [01:24.47]Oh ain't that somethin' [01:26.03]Drums came in you ain't see that comin' [01:28.05]Hands on my head can't tell me nothin' [01:29.77]Got a taste of the fame had to pump my stomach [01:32.10]Throw it back up like I don't want it [01:34.11]Wipe my face clean off my vomit [01:36.12]OCD tryna push my buttons [01:37.93]I said don't touch it now y'all done it [01:40.07]I can be critical never typical [01:41.59]Intricate with every syllable I'm a criminal [01:43.60]Intimate but never political pretty visual [01:45.60]Even if you hate it [01:46.39]I'll make it feel like you're in it though [01:47.35]You call me what you wanna but never call me forgettable [01:49.50]Leave you deep in thought [01:50.25]I could never swim in the kiddie pool [01:51.53]Way that I been thinkin' is cinematic it's beautiful [01:53.42]Man I don't know if I'm makin' movies [01:54.74]Or music videos videos videos [01:56.77]Yeah the sales can rise [01:57.74]Doesn't mean much though when your health declines [01:59.70]See we've all got somethin' that we trapped inside [02:01.73]That we try to suffocate you know hopin' it dies [02:03.82]Try to hold it underwater but it always survives [02:05.75]Then it comes up out of nowhere like an evil surprise [02:07.80]Then it hovers over you to tell you millions of lies [02:09.68]You don't relate to that [02:10.57]Must not be as crazy as I am [02:11.71]The point I'm makin' is the mind is a powerful place [02:13.59]And what you feed it can affect you in a powerful way [02:15.79]It's pretty cool right yeah but it's not always safe [02:17.73]Just hang with me this'll only take a moment okay [02:19.71]Just think about it for a second if you look at your face [02:21.81]Every day when you get up and think you'll never be great [02:23.76]You'll never be great not because you're not but the hate [02:25.73]Will always find a way to cut you up and murder your faith [02:27.79]Woo [02:28.27]I've been developin' take a look at the benefits [02:30.04]Nothin' to meddle with I can never be delicate [02:32.03]Am I even relevant that depends how you measure it [02:33.85]Take a measurement then bag it up and give me the evidence [02:35.84]Pretty evident dependable can never be tentative [02:37.77]I'm a gentleman depending on if I think you're genuine [02:39.87]Pretty elegant but not afraid to tell you to get a grip [02:41.88]Proper etiquette I keep it to myself when I celebrate ah [02:44.57]It's that time again [02:45.83]Better grab your balloons and invite your friends [02:47.77]Seatbelts back on yeah strap 'em in [02:49.74]Look at me everybody I'm smilin' big [02:51.77]On a road right now that I can't predict [02:53.84]Tell me tone that down but I can't resist [02:55.80]Y'all know that sound better raise your fist [02:57.71]The search begins I'm back so enjoy the trip huh