Dissolving-katie dey

[00:18.323] self loathing bouncin round like you’re a pinball [00:24.871] wish i could find someone to see me under microscope [00:30.945] sure i could look inside myself but [00:35.948] i genuinely don't know what my heart is for [00:42.407] it's getting hard to tell what the **** is anything anymore [00:48.363] [00:48.562] i won't need to know when i get [00:54.960] out of it / my vessel / of bull**** [01:10.712] i won't need to know when i'm getting [01:17.857] cremated / sweet fire of / my death bed [01:32.978] [01:49.720] i can't help but see some good inside her soul [01:55.941] kinda makes me feel irresponsible [02:00.509] guess it's a self-fulfilling prophecy but [02:05.732] i know i'm tired too of this self-pity **** [02:12.492] it's feeling like a trap i can't escape [02:17.242] [02:18.618] i don't wanna die i just feel like [02:25.208] i'm falling / ignoring / the problem [02:41.228] i don't wanna die i just feel like [02:48.145] i'm drowning / dissolving / to nothing [03:03.162] [03:08.051] to nothing [03:20.302] at least for now