Time in Heaven, Forever in Hell-Trophy Scars

Remember the sound when my phone hit the ground When you cursed out my name and you said that you never loved me But I thought you were joking so I asked you again and You said it again like there wasn't a first And you paused with a silence so I'd know for d**n sure that you were not joking You never loved me I thought about what wasn't talked about And I thought for days and I thought out loud And I thought to myself I wish I never met you I always knew the banshees sang for me And Seraphim would never rescue me I fell in love with a younger girl Her small sharp teeth with her hair in curls From Jersey to Scranton at least twice a week It was hell on the band but never bothered me I did it all because I wanted to Under the pretense that you loved me too I couldn't argue when you wanted to leave I wanted you happy I thought that's all you need I offered my soul I was just so tired Now these pills won't help me fall asleep My hell is a lonely place But I'll never forget your face Everything that I want to change Reassures me that I won't be saved