Positive (Edited)-Spearhead

[ti:Positive (Edited)] [ar:Spearhead] [al:Home] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Positive (Edited) - Spearhead [00:20.00]Make me make me sweat till I'm wet till I'm dry [00:22.96]But then wipe this tear from my eye [00:24.74] [00:25.41]Haven't felt this warm in a long time [00:27.45] [00:28.15]Even out in the bright sunshine [00:29.45] [00:30.98]In a lifetime of springtime [00:32.38] [00:34.24]I fall into your arms [00:35.15]With my heart pumpin' on [00:36.52]Like a bubblin' dub track [00:38.12]Like a garlicky hot tongue and lip smack [00:40.62] [00:44.10]I did some contemplation [00:45.38] [00:45.92]Before we got down to this consecration [00:47.95] [00:48.77]Maybe baby somethin' in your kiss said [00:50.67]It was an impetuous for me to re-think this [00:53.56] [00:54.08]If I love you [00:55.26]Then I better get tested [00:56.24] [00:57.02]Make sure we're protected [00:58.04] [00:58.61]I walk through the park [00:59.72]Dressed like a question mark [01:01.06]Hark [01:01.58]I hear my memory back [01:02.95]In the back of my brain [01:04.20] [01:04.85]Makin' me insane like cocaine [01:07.56] [01:08.33]But how am I gonna live my life if I'm positive [01:10.59] [01:11.82]Is it gonna be a negative [01:12.94]How am I gonna live my life if I'm positive [01:15.48] [01:17.73]But how am I gonna live my life If I'm positive [01:20.41] [01:21.23]Is it gonna be a negative [01:22.76]But how am I gonna live my life If I'm positive [01:25.10] [01:27.83]It dawned on me it seemed to me [01:29.60]This is unusual scenery [01:30.76] [01:31.47]This red light greenery make me feel kinda dreamery [01:34.95]Thinkin' how I used to be [01:37.03]Arrive at the clinic walk through the front door [01:39.68]Take a nervous number [01:40.84]Then I think some more about all the time [01:42.76] [01:43.27]That I neglected makin' sure that I was protected [01:46.26] [01:46.82]They took my blood [01:47.92]With an anonymous number [01:48.89] [01:49.63]Two weeks waitin' wonderin' [01:51.75]I should-a done this a long time ago [01:53.44] [01:54.14]A-lot of excuses why I couldn't go [01:55.94] [01:56.46]I know these things and these things I must know [01:59.06]'Cause it's better to know than to not know [02:00.77] [02:01.35]But how am I gonna live my life if I'm positive [02:03.92] [02:05.14]Is it gonna be a negative [02:06.46]How am I gonna live my life if I'm positive [02:08.30] [02:11.22]But how am I gonna live my life If I'm positive [02:13.39] [02:14.48]Is it gonna be a negative [02:16.03]But how am I gonna live my life If I'm positive [02:18.54] [02:40.23]I go home to kick it in my apartment [02:42.70]I try to give myself a risk assessment [02:45.23]The wait is what can really annoy ya [02:47.32]Every single day is more paranoia [02:49.52] [02:50.16]I'm readin' about how it's transmitted [02:52.34]Some behavior I must admit it [02:54.67]Who I slept with who they slept with [02:57.11]Who they who they who they [02:58.32]Who they slept with [02:59.53]I think about life and immortality [03:01.68]What's the first thing I do if I'm H I V [03:03.78] [03:04.60]Have a cry and tell my mother [03:06.19] [03:07.03]Get on the phone and call my past lovers [03:09.12]I never thought about infectin' another [03:10.69] [03:11.52]All the times that I said "Hmm don't bother" [03:14.08]Was it really all that magic [03:15.91] [03:16.43]The times I didn't use a prophylactic [03:18.28] [03:18.84]Would my whole life have to change [03:20.65] [03:21.58]Or would my whole life remain the same [03:23.70]Sometimes it makes me wanna shout [03:25.82] [03:26.39]All these things too hard to think about [03:27.98] [03:28.50]A day to laugh a day to cry [03:30.93]A day to live and a day to die [03:32.87] [03:33.38]Till I find out I may wonder [03:35.67]But I'm not gonna live my life six feet under [03:37.71] [03:38.37]But how am I gonna live my life if I'm positive [03:40.53] [03:41.55]Is it gonna be a negative [03:43.22]How am I gonna live my life if I'm positive [03:45.29] [03:47.94]But how am I gonna live my life If I'm positive [03:50.50] [03:51.25]Is it gonna be a negative [03:52.69]But how am I gonna live my life If I'm positive