Changes-Cameron Philip

Can't sleep feel like everybody hate me. And I really wouldn't blame them. I should feel amazing. But I've never been amazing Ever since all of the changes. Life about the painful pain filled moments in the rain but It's been difficult to stay tough. Know I didn't say enough and know you couldn't wait up. Fell behind and I gave up. But there's one thing that I want you to know. I just wanna say my s**t and then I promise I'll go. I've been tryna find the words that'll finally show. I'm a little bit more than a boy with no hope. I'm a little bit s**t when it comes to love Not the feeling but the everything else involved. I've been feeling like an enemy that's my fault. And nobody is a friend to me they fell off. Don't give a ****. Let me talk about you and I. Let me talk about the old days when you'd cry. Let me talk about back when we used to try. Way back when we'd take walks under the sky. But you say you're fine well that's alright. Now can you tell me why the **** I'm missing you tonight. Can you tell me why the **** you sing inside my mind. Can you tell me why the **** that everything feels so so Different now. Everybody moved on except for me. But everything different now. And I know that you gone while I still bleed. So it's all different now. And I know that I'm wrong but can't you see And it's so different now. It's so so different now. Different now Everything different now So so different now Different Tonight well I wrote you an essay for real. I asked you if all of this s**t was for real. Like how do you feel like isn't it weird. To look at my life without a stupid mirror. Well isn't it clear yea didn't you hear That I'm going crazy I lay in my tears. I'm living in fear I'm thinking it's near. That one ******* day you will never be here. And one ******* day then I'll have had enough. Yea all of the fighting and all of the stuff That you and I went through and acted all tough. That s**t will be gone I'll no longer be cuffed. But I will be free and I will become. A shadow of the boy that you really loved. But how did the darkness come out of the sun And how is it hardest when you've got the gun. Let me talk about you and I. Let me talk about the old days when you'd cry. Let me talk about back when we used to try. Way back when we'd take walks under the sky. But you say you're fine well that's alright. Now can you tell me why the **** I'm missing you tonight. Can you tell me why the **** you sing inside my mind. Can you tell me why the **** that everything feels so so Different now. Everybody moved on except for me. But everything different now. And I know that you gone while I still bleed. So it's all different now. And I know that I'm wrong but can't you see And it's so different now. It's so so different now. Different now Everything different now So so different now Different Looking back yea you and I were best friends. And I know that I never held my end up. What I'd do for one chance but You gave me millions didn't you right Acted like I was killing you didn't you right Said I love you in your notebook didn't you write Said I love you gave me hope but didn't we fight Now I hang around while you're busy living your life. Yea you're living your life. Tell me isn't it nice No more up worrying about all of my lies. Yea all of my lies yea no more goodbyes. Yea this is the price yea isn't it nice Yea isn't it nice that you better than me. Life great while I'm sweating in a hundred degrees. My fate begging heaven while I'm on to my knees. Heart locked while I'm living and you're holding the keys. Let me talk about you and I. Let me talk about the old days when you'd cry. Let me talk about back when we used to try. Way back when we'd take walks under the sky. But you say you're fine well that's alright. Now can you tell me why the **** I'm missing you tonight. Can you tell me why the **** you sing inside my mind. Can you tell me why the **** that everything feels so so Different now. Everybody moved on except for me. But everything different now. And I know that you gone while I still bleed. So it's all different now. And I know that I'm wrong but can't you see And it's so different now. It's so so different now. Different now Everything different now So so different now Different