Used To Be(feat. Horse Head) (Explicit)-Lil Tracy/Horse Head

I'm used to that (doves, doves) I'm used to that How could I ever get used to missing that And if you give it up, you can't take it back Drugs have been keeping me up at night Under club lights, I'm such a mess tonight I couldn't wait to be back home One more show then I can be alone I feel so bad when she sings my songs She sounds so alone, like she's used to that She's used to that, she's used to that She's used to that, she's used to that She feels so bad, the way I sing my songs I sound so alone and I'm used to that I'm used to that, I want it back I'm true to it, go through with this I'm moving back to where I'm from I had you in nothing but black then Now I only speak of you in past tense Thought i had it, I couldn't grasp it Now it's slipping away into blackness I'm used to that, I'm using that I want you bad, I want the black And you want to see me in past tense I had you in nothing but black then And I was in the party, you were at the gate And I could call you in and we could slip away And maybe we could talk if I could stay awake But I just took a clip and I'm fading away You can't help, you're too late (time spent painted in white) Recalling all the words you said Like I could ever fall for that (eyes mint, amber and blind) I was just a **** you had Like you would ever love me back (time spent painted in white) Visions keep me up at night poison warms the cold inside (eyes mint, amber and blind) Like my life through your eyes