Return To Self-Loathing-Mest

[ti:Return To Self-Loathing] [ar:Mest] [al:Mest] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Return To Self-Loathing - Mest [00:21.49]Sick of the way I am feeling [00:27.37] [00:27.91]Waking up watching myself slipping [00:34.33]Should I just take out my eyes [00:37.15]No longer want them for this life [00:40.77]Acting strong only on the outside [00:46.41] [00:47.02]Hiding shame and pain on the inside [00:53.39]I've tried to block my mind of this and pretend is doesn't exist [01:01.20] [01:01.86]Losing my mind once again [01:08.14]Stranding my thoughts no matter what I said [01:15.36] [01:17.90]Sleepless nights staring at the ceiling [01:23.71] [01:24.33]Sanity running on empty [01:30.67]Try to block my mind of this and pretend it doesn't exist [01:37.37]Losing my mind once again [01:43.75]Stranding my thoughts no matter what I said [01:50.41]Taken for granted again [01:56.66]Stranding my thoughts no matter what I said [02:03.73] [02:35.74]Losing my mind again [02:41.88]Stranded my thoughts no matter what I said [02:49.16]Losing my mind once again [02:54.72]Stranding my thoughts no matter what was said [03:01.46]Losing my mind [03:06.74] [03:07.59]Stranding my thoughts no matter what I said