Turquoise-Kilo Kish

I sit across the room It's half filled with light The jade reflective kind The vase is half filled with time Wanting to spend it, I find It's only in my mind Yeah, I know you won't wait Can't stop you taking trips out of state I find me half empty With the memory of your face And still, we're causalities Of summer nights with intuitions I talk to Cash and tell her all my hopes and wishes She says I need a man with morals and ambition Still shudder at that idea of that old tradition Like that, 'cept for the fact that I get super bored Fast, won't you come back Take your sweater up and drop it to the ground You know I love the sound Won't you tell me to my face? Champagne glass shattering Emotions in this space Gas peddles to the floor Everything you can't afford Is right here, hands up You know what I'm searching for I can be your bad girl But only half the time You think you're going to pass it up You've got delusions in your mind First you'll find I'm crazy Then you'll find that I was right And it's your choice to fight or fly I know I said I wouldn't get caught up In who you are Don't act like you won't too Your finger tips are never cool I'm water for your wine In the place where they won't find Acting like you won't too And still, still I think I dream in turquoise, turquoise Hopeless inhibitions And your voice Still I hear you screaming turquoise Turquoise girl