Feel Alright (Explicit)-Spose/Kristina Kentigian

[ti:Feel Alright (Explicit)] [ar:Spose/Kristina Kentigian] [al:Why Am I So Happy?] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Feel Alright (Explicit) - Spose/Kristina Kentigian [00:11.82]I bet It all on myself that's a safe bet I'm all In [00:15.60]I'm not reliant on nobody for my paycheck p dank [00:17.99]It's been five years since I wore a name tag quit my day job [00:21.19] [00:21.77]In 2010 and never came back [00:23.06]Stayed since I entered I never hit the exit [00:25.47]Keep moving like my mom hiding from her exes [00:28.12]I just played like three shows In texas [00:31.02]Sold It out In austin put the homies on the guest list [00:34.11]I'm In the van In oklahoma bumping t I [00:36.87]Rolling trees on my diploma on my levi's [00:39.30] [00:40.55]I saw behind the curtain [00:42.12]So I know my window's smaller than vagina on a virgin [00:45.17]But I'm trying to be happy when my visitor's gone [00:47.92]Even though my day's numbered like a prisoner's arm [00:50.55]I'm tryna [00:51.71]I'm just trying to feel alright alright [00:56.76] [01:02.41]If smiling Is lame I wanna be lame [01:04.91]If I gotta pick a location It's gonna be maine [01:07.22] [01:07.83]If I get something with this beard It's gotta be brain [01:10.62]Dropped my first record when radio's a lot of t-pain [01:13.15]I'm playing 21 In san diego but I'm 29 [01:16.56]Chadd won jay came In second good thing I can rhyme san diego [01:19.71] [01:20.29]Teddy sent the beat without the tags on It they know [01:22.74]Built trust like a snowman put a hat on It [01:25.24]I been me since cats had on fubu [01:27.52]Classes skipped like ads on youtube [01:30.02] [01:31.02]Never got my degree but I can turn the heat up [01:33.69]It's too much sun to let the cold world beat us [01:36.28]I'm just trying to feel alright alright [01:41.92] [01:46.77]I wanna be rich I wanna be liked [01:50.08]I wanna be d**e I been wrong I wanna be right [01:52.78]But If I can't be none of that then lastly [01:55.67]The one thing I really wanna be Is happy tryna be sad [01:59.07] [01:59.61]People live their whole life In the rat race [02:01.87]Fast paced never get the cheese come In last place hamsters [02:04.52] [02:05.34]So get to asking around [02:07.02]I got the blessings counted like a basket after the foul and one [02:10.48]I was the cook who melted the cheese [02:12.59]On your burger but I'm educated healthy and free [02:14.89] [02:15.42]You never heard of anybody quite as honest as me [02:18.31]Who rock a mic when they open till they tell you to leave [02:21.96]Let's go [02:23.18]I'm just trying to feel alright alright [02:24.54]On a world tour we can knock on every door [02:26.03]Grab the rich and the poor we can make 'em feel alright [02:28.19]We can make 'em feel alright we'll make 'em make 'em make 'em feel alright [02:32.44]We'll make 'em feel alright [02:34.09]I'm just trying to feel alright alright [02:36.45]We can find a way to feel alright [02:38.37]Yo here's a moment that I replayed through [02:40.50]I was In the kitchen politicking kicking It with dj rew [02:42.96] [02:43.49]One of his best friends just died In a fire [02:46.57]And he was going through divorce so I asked him how he smiled [02:49.13] [02:49.73]He turned the faucet on and then he looked at me crookedly [02:52.06] [02:52.57]I understood that If I'm sad I shouldn't be [02:54.78]It made me wanna go buy a guitar run and play the drums [02:57.41] [02:58.02]Let the bass man have some fun [02:59.57] [03:00.54]Bass man talk to 'em [03:01.57] [03:12.86]I'm just trying to feel alright alright [03:17.71] [03:47.46]Everyone was running tripping over debris maybe a body definitely debris [03:51.11] [03:53.51]Sprinting gasping parents holding their kids shielding their eyes you know [03:57.12] [03:57.71]All their kids running parents eyes just widened by y'know In terror [04:02.62]And I was running too just because everybody else was running [04:04.96]I mean It's Irrefutable like If everybody's running they must have a good reason right [04:09.22]So I was running and running and running and stepped [04:11.63]On an Iphone rechecking the cracked face [04:14.37] [04:15.93]And It wasn't dead yet It was still on [04:18.82]And It comforted me to see the glow It's face shown [04:21.63]A picture two pictures actually you know different women wearing the same dress [04:26.57] [04:27.67]Who wore It better [04:29.21]And running and running and running and running [04:32.24]And glass and sirens yelling crying [04:33.67]And finally I fell I skidded across the sidewalk [04:36.27] [04:37.29]And um I looked back mainly just to avoid any stampede [04:42.42] [04:43.59]Or you know getting crushed [04:44.83]Most everyone else was running through the street weaving between the abandoned cars [04:48.18] [04:48.83]And the cars were just still empty [04:50.66]Like overgrown metal bug carcasses [04:54.32] [04:54.96]Like that rem video [04:56.16]And I looked back from where we came and I saw It [05:00.94]I saw what we were running from [05:03.22]And I guess I wasn't surprised [05:05.68]It was shapeless and huge and scary [05:10.21]And It had no form [05:11.65]It was frightening really um It was the truth