Fanmail-KJ-52

[ti:Fanmail] [ar:KJ-52] [al:The Yearbook] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.37]Fanmail - KJ-52 [00:00.79]Written by：Jimmy Destri [00:01.58] [00:41.98]My arms are sliced up but I'm not embarrassed [00:44.71]It's the only way I get attention now from my parents [00:47.17]It's not like they really take the time to be caring [00:49.66]They just use me to watch the baby when they run they errands [00:51.94] [00:52.55]My name is I got a friend named Karen [00:54.93]She gave me your CD with the track for Eminem [00:57.41]You wrote a song called 1 fan I listened and [00:59.79]I wanted to know if you can help me like you was helping them [01:02.46]She had something even harder to be mentioning [01:05.02]Like every single day I struggle just with fitting in [01:07.67]Plus the boys won't give me no attention and [01:10.25]I get teased and made fun of by all my friends and then [01:12.90]See I'm feeling like I'm wishing now that I could end [01:15.47]My life cuz I'm sick and tired of all the time I spend [01:17.98]Trying to figure out how I could be worth anything [01:20.19] [01:20.73]Can u help me kJ from your fan [01:23.16]I'm writing this letter [01:24.82] [01:25.37]Cause I have to tell ya [01:27.93]I need some help from you [01:32.28] [01:32.90]I'm writing this letter [01:34.90] [01:35.63]I hope that you get it [01:37.72] [01:38.34]I need some help from you [01:42.39] [01:43.70]I live with my mom ever since my parents split [01:46.05] [01:46.57]And at home I spend my time on the internet [01:49.04]Looking at porn I'm addicted and I'm sick of it [01:51.67]My space dot com is mostly where I'm getting it [01:54.01]On top of that there's videos that I can watch [01:56.43]And I really wanna quit but its like I can't stop [01:58.64] [01:59.53]See I'm scared that I'm just gonna get caught [02:01.63]And when I see a girl all I think is dirty thoughts [02:04.27]And its not that I don't know that it's really wrong [02:06.73]But its right there for me every time I'm logging on [02:09.41]I got all your CD's I really like your songs [02:11.99]Well I downloaded em but anyway moving on [02:14.45]My screen name is kj52 is the bomb [02:17.34]I want to do a website kJ rock's dot com [02:19.51] [02:20.39]I really some help cuz I can't tell my mom [02:22.59] [02:23.27]Oh by the way my real name is [02:24.69]I'm writing this letter [02:26.77] [02:27.31]Cause I have to tell ya [02:29.87]I need some help from you [02:34.09] [02:34.77]I'm writing this letter [02:37.10] [02:37.66]I hope that you get it [02:40.17]I need some help from you [02:44.52] [02:46.47]I took the time just to write you [02:48.08]We play you every Wednesday at my youth group [02:50.50] [02:51.01]I love your music and we all think that you's cool [02:53.52]But I been struggling ever since I moved to a new school [02:56.07]See everybody thinks that I'm the perfect christian girl [02:58.62]I had a hard time trying to believe that god is real [03:01.18]I've been on mission trips and camps the whole deal [03:03.76]My dad had cancer tho I prayed that god would heal [03:06.48]But he died anyway so it's hard to feel [03:09.16]Like he cares about me so was it god's will [03:11.59]To take away my dad I really got a raw deal [03:13.87]Sometimes I just want to swallow all my mom's pills [03:16.04] [03:17.65]When I pray I really doubt it [03:19.42]I've lost my way or maybe I've never found it [03:21.95]I been smoking and drinking nobody knows about it [03:24.02]By the way my name is don't mispronounce it [03:26.80]I'm writing this letter [03:28.66] [03:29.31]I hope that you get it [03:31.38] [03:31.89]I need some help from you [03:36.32] [03:36.91]I'm writing this letter [03:38.79] [03:39.61]I hope that you get it [03:42.23]I need some help from you [03:46.24] [03:47.79]If I could write to every kid that's out there [03:49.61] [03:50.18]Every kid that's hurting feels like nobody cares [03:52.74]I would tell them that god can wipe away tear [03:55.19]And he's right near and I would say it quite clear [03:57.93]Your here for a reason you're not a mistake [04:00.48]You are a special creation that god himself made [04:02.97]To the victims of abuse to every girl that was raped [04:05.12] [04:05.91]You can live you can be free from your pain [04:08.31]And find strength and no longer be ashamed [04:10.71]You can find peace and hope in Jesus name [04:13.33]You ain't gotta live with this hurt every day [04:15.80]Christ came to give you life in a much better way [04:18.48]To every kid right now that's full of hate [04:21.19]And bitterness I'd tell em just to give it all away [04:23.66]To the one that came to take all the blame [04:25.91] [04:26.56]That's what I'd write here's what I'd say [04:28.78]I'm writing this letter [04:30.43] [04:31.22]I hope that you get it [04:33.25] [04:33.80]I need some help from you [04:38.17] [04:38.79]I'm writing this letter [04:40.77] [04:41.56]I hope that you get it [04:44.13]I need some help from you