epilogue (口白)-barnes blvd.

[ti:epilogue (口白)] [ar:barnes blvd.] [al:last summer] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]epilogue (口白) - barnes blvd. [00:00.80]And I just ended up and sitting down and writing it one day
有一天 我坐着写东西 [00:04.09]And it was perfect too 'cause it was the very end of this notebook
非常完美的一天 因为我就快要完成大作了 [00:08.16]And so there was something that I was like I tried to
我心里有一种感觉 [00:10.67]I think give myself that sense of closure
感觉自己把自己封闭起来了 [00:13.82]Uhm [00:20.44]So I guess
所以说呢 [00:28.94]Context to the like the first day like
想起了第一天的场景 [00:31.72]Like anything somewhat romantic happened between us
好像我们之间发生了某种浪漫的事 [00:34.23]It's was there was a thunder storm going on
当时雷雨交加 [00:37.77]And it was just like we were just sitting there like
我们就那样坐着 [00:39.38]Just watching it like
看着 [00:43.28]No it was I was very yeah like we were just sitting there
不是 那个 当时我们就那样坐着 [00:47.31]On his porch or like like
坐在他家门前 [00:48.94]Or inside and just like watching the thunder storm come in
也可能是屋里 反正就是一起坐在那里观看狂风暴雨 [00:54.70]And yeah so that was yeah so like
那时候的场景 [00:58.81]So yeah giving that context uhm
在这样的场景下 [01:02.70]You were a summer thunderstorm on my draught of golden sunshine days
你就是夏日的雷雨 滋润了我干涸的心田 [01:07.52]Your rain and light show made me dance in ways I never had before
你的滋润和光芒让我跳起了前所未有的舞步 [01:10.51]And oh how glorious it was
多么美好 [01:12.92]But it wasn't until you left and I looked up
但直到你离开之后 我抬起头 [01:14.77]The fire was burning at my wildflowers
看到我的野花被烈焰包围 [01:17.53]That I understood that you were not the right storm for me
我才明白 你并不是我的真命天子 [01:19.85]Although
虽然如此 [01:21.38]And then I was like Oh but maybe it says this
后来我又想 说不定事实并非如此 [01:23.30]So I put a half of a parentheses here
所以我在这里留了个悬念 [01:25.06]Expecting me to like finish it off and be like
希望我能在未来的某个时刻灵光乍现 [01:27.38]Oh I could write replace this instead of this
哦 我可以换个说法 [01:28.92]Cause this is like how my brain edits as I'm writing
因为这就像我写作的时候 脑子在编辑词句 [01:31.38]But I never closed this parentheses and kind of went from here
但我一直没有揭开悬念 就此止步 [01:35.18]So this is like this is why I'm explaining why it doesn't make sense
这就是为什么我说这一切都没有道理 [01:38.22]Your rain did not quench my thirst but oh how I danced
你的雨露并没有给我滋润 但是 看我的舞步 [01:41.48]Swaying and leaping in new ways I never thought possible
摇摆 跳跃 这是以前我从不敢想的 [01:44.21]Drenched and with my eyes and arms turns toward turned toward the sky
全身湿透 双眼望向天空 双臂伸向天空 [01:48.98]I begged for more of the light show and beat and
我乞求更多的雨水与阳光 [01:52.53]And bone chaking beat that were distracting me
这些声音让我分心 [01:54.74]From the fire scorching my already parched wildflowers
让我暂时忘记那将我的野花璀璨得破败不堪的烈火 [01:57.41]It wasn't until you left with me chasing after you
直到你离开 我追随在你身后 [02:00.66]That I finally looked around and felt the depth of your destruction
我才终于体会到了你的破坏力有多大 [02:04.93]And there I sat soaked to the bone in a smoldering field of wildflowers
我全身湿透 坐在被烧毁的野花丛中 [02:09.84]Trying to water the earth and bring them back to life
想要用浇水的方式让它们复活 [02:12.37]With my tears that were locked somewhere deep within me
我的眼泪被堵住 流不出来 [02:15.69]As my wildflowers started to wilt
我的野花渐渐枯萎 [02:16.95]I looked around again and I realized that I was utterly alone
我再次环顾四周 发现空无一人 我孑然一身 [02:19.95]So I took my flowers in my arms
于是我想把我的花搂入怀中 [02:22.03]But as I but as I touched them they crumpled and turned brown
但当我触碰它们的时候 它们剥落一地 变成了棕色 [02:25.61]Disappearing the more I tried to hold onto them
越想留住它们 它们消失得越快 [02:28.25]Desperation I finally plucked them roots and all from the earth
绝望的我最终把它们连根拔起 [02:31.17]I could no longer hold them
我无法再握紧它们了 [03:05.06]And I just ended up and sitting down and writing it one day
有一天 我坐着写东西 [03:08.78]And it was perfect too 'cause it was the very end of this notebook
非常完美的一天 因为我就快要完成大作了 [03:12.55]And so there was something that I was like I tried to
我心里有一种感觉 [03:15.00]I think give myself that sense of closure
感觉自己把自己封闭起来了