Death Dance-Palaye Royale

I never thought I'd be so mean Never thought I'd be alone at nineteen All the sounds are in my head again head again And all the thoughts are running through my brain and out the door Rather be dumb than sane rather be numb than in pain But you can see all the things I'm going through Rather be dumb than sane rather be numb than in pain But you can see all the s**t I'm going through No no no no no no I hide my pain inside No no no no no no I bleed to feel alive Oh oh oh oh oh oh I am dead inside Nah nah nah makes it hard to survive No you can't find my reasons no you can't find my pain We all got lost in Jesus but he can't take away my pain I'm looking for something more So take me away from out the door Now I'm looking for you outside to say No no no no no no I hide my pain inside No no no no no no we bleed to feel alive Oh oh oh oh oh oh I am dead inside Nah nah nah No I can't take it All of these memories I can't fake it I'm trying but I am dying I just want to All just be myself I have tried to but now I am someone else No no no no no no so please be kind No no no no no no I'm losing my mind No no no no no no I'm really not fine Oh no I'm really not fine We live in an age where s*x and horrors are Gods We live in an age where all our bodies are flawed We live in an age where s*x and horrors are Gods We live in an age We live in an age We live in an age where s*x and horrors are Gods We live in an age where all our bodies are flawed We live in an age where all our bodies are flawed Are flawed No I can't take it All of these memories I can't fake it I'm trying but I am dying I just want to All just be myself I have tried to but now I am someone else