Better Days-Speech Debelle/Micachu

I'm slowly billing up a savings every day Although it's hard to save when you getting low pay I stop shouting so my days are kinda quite I quite like it there, less violent with less lyings I put in extra effort, change up the gear on 'em I got the sails up and I'm steering 'em I'm staying clear of 'em, you know who I'm talking 'bout It's unnecessary for their names to leave my mouth Words are power so I manifest the thought Everything I think is what I thought Everything I thought is what I feel Everything I feel is what I am A woman with nuff tings brewing, yeah I got a half cup of hope and I'm sippin' slow No more standing on the road 'cause that shit is old I got no time for time, wasting time is precious I only got time for studio session now Change in my mind move so consistently Tend to find I spend my time much more productively Use to try and exercise my immortality Change contains to better days But I forgot that my blood could clot, my heart could stop See, I been spending quite some time thinking 'bout life And I been checking a couple things I need to get right I been acting loose and not in every way But in enough ways to put me in the wrong place Or maybe the right place 'cause lessons learned in mistakes And I been making some stupid decisions Things were I was thinking man I wasn't thinking Wasn't analyzing checking the big picture, yo Same script but just a different cast But if I re-write the present that's the past I'm dealing with the cards I'm dealt But I'm' dealing with different cards To be in a different place ain't hard Or at least not as hard seem anyway So if you don't see my face around the way Just pray I'm doing better things and hopefully You can find them things inspiring seen I'm trying to hold down the smoke and the drink And I'm trying to get in the gym amongst other things When my phone rings I'm scared of answering 'Cause the pull of the past is a proper hype ting It's so alluring but I'm maturing So when I travel in on the train, I by a ticket now And when I'm ordering a drink, I just sip it now I'm in no rush to go nowhere fast cause Life seems when hell of a task So I better buckle up and sink the clutch on it fast quick