18 Years-Lucky Boys Confusion

I waited 18 years to start on life Should've waited 10 more and got it right alone I spend most of my time alone I spend most of my time I gave so much for the applause Yeah I just fell in love with my own flaws alone I spend most of my time alone I spend most of my time I swore in 18 years I'd break these chains Yeah I just fell apart I broke everything alone I spend most of my time alone I spend most of my time The cameras flash they block the streets Wrap me in yellow tape for the world to see alone Like my chalk outline alone I spend most of my time Go home there's nothing to see Move on kids nothing to see here Go home there's nothing to see Move on there's nothing to see This way at least I belong to something This way at least I will not waste a moment And this way at least I belong to something 18 years to start on life Should've waited 10 more and got it right alone I spend most of my time alone I spend most of my time alone I spend most my time alone I spend most my time alone Like my chalk outline alone I spend most of my time Go home there's nothing to see Move on kids nothing to see here Go home there's nothing to see Move on there's nothing to see Go home there's nothing to see Move on kids nothing to see here Go home there's nothing to see Move on nothing to see yeah yeah