How Selfish I Seem-Trash Boat

[ti:How Selfish I Seem] [ar:Trash Boat] [al:Nothing I Write You Can Change What You've Been Through] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]How Selfish I Seem - Trash Boat [00:18.92]Every cell is always pushing me [00:20.72]But my decision comes so slow [00:23.28]To satisfy another vibe and not just my ego [00:27.19]Cos all this overthinking's got me thinking on [00:30.28]How we go from us to strangers [00:32.79]Can I overcome myself [00:34.56]And make putting you first second nature [00:37.50]Born to be dead to me [00:45.31] [00:51.18]The waters run deep underneath me [00:55.84]I'm waiting for him patiently [00:59.93]Confront my feelings every day [01:02.34]Do I deserve you or am I just meant to drift away [01:08.43] [01:20.31]Time and time again I cut you out before we settle in [01:24.06] [01:24.98]Too much of a coward to keep you close as a friend [01:28.79]Into my skin bores a failure that lingers [01:33.35]Wipe clean the blood as I pick at the splinter [01:39.31] [01:39.94]How selfish I seem [01:42.38]The waters run deep underneath me [01:47.16]I'm waiting for her patiently [01:51.21]Confront my feelings every day [01:53.54]Do I deserve you or am I just meant to drift away [01:59.99] [02:03.49]The waters run deep underneath me [02:10.45]I'm waiting for her patiently [02:14.43]Confront my feelings every day [02:16.84]Do I deserve you or am I just meant to drift away [02:20.38] [02:21.27]Another shallow grave [02:22.82] [02:23.65]Another chance to f**k this up [02:26.25]An emotional dead end to add to the cycle [02:29.84] [02:31.31]It never ends and win or lose it's just another time [02:36.75]Another way and I can't take this anymore