I Thought About Killing You (Explicit)-Ye (侃爷)

[ti:I Thought About Killing You] [ar:Kanye West] [al:ye] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]I Thought About Killing You (Explicit) - Ye [00:00.48]Written by：Kanye West/Mike Dean/Francis Starlite/Benny Blanco [00:00.96]I know I know I know I know know [00:08.64]I I know it I know it [00:17.55]The most beautiful thoughts [00:18.35]Are always besides the darkest [00:25.33]Today I seriously thought about killing you [00:28.00]I contemplated premeditated murder [00:33.20]And I think about killing myself [00:34.53]And I love myself way [00:35.51]More than I love you so [00:40.42]Today I thought about killing you [00:43.47]Premeditated murder [00:48.52]You'd only care enough [00:49.41]To kill somebody you love [00:53.00]The most beautiful thoughts [00:53.99]Are always inside the darkest [00:56.35]Mhm mhm mhm mhm mhmm [01:00.23]Just say it out loud to see how it feels [01:03.24]People say [01:03.91]Don't say this don't say that [01:05.29]Just say it out loud [01:06.64]Just to see how it feels [01:11.63]Weigh all the options [01:13.42]Nothing's off the table [01:14.83]Today I thought about killing you [01:17.79]Premeditated murder [01:19.81]I think about killing myself [01:21.19]And I I love myself way [01:22.24]More than I love you [01:25.03]The most beautiful thoughts [01:25.86]Are always besides the darkest [01:28.29]Mhm mhm mhm mhm [01:29.04]Mhm mhm mhm mhm mhmm [01:34.49]I think this is the part [01:35.31]Where I'm supposed to say something good [01:36.59]To compensate it [01:37.21]So it doesn't come off bad [01:42.53]But sometimes I think really bad things [01:45.20]Really really really bad things [01:53.48]And I love myself way [01:54.53]More than I love you [02:01.59]See if I was trying to [02:02.51]Relate it to more people [02:03.82]I'd probably say [02:04.50]I'm struggling with loving myself [02:06.57]Because that seems like a common theme [02:09.25]But that's not the case here [02:11.14]I love myself way more than I love you [02:13.89]And I think about killing myself [02:15.83]So best believe [02:16.98]I thought about killing you today [02:19.58]Premeditated murder [02:21.25]I called up my loved ones [02:23.18]I called up my cousins [02:25.20]I called up the muslims [02:27.26]Said I'm 'bout to go dumb [02:29.34]Get so bright it's no sun [02:31.32]Get so loud I hear none [02:33.39]Screamed so loud got no lungs [02:35.51]Hurt so bad I go numb [02:37.70]Time to bring in the drums [02:39.65]That prrt pum pum pum [02:41.68]Set the newtone on them [02:43.73]Set the nuke off on them [02:45.83]I need coconut rum [02:47.98]I taste coke on her tongue [02:50.00]I don't joke with no one [02:52.08]They'll say he die so young [02:54.32]I done had a bad case [02:56.24]Of too many bad days [02:58.30]Got too many bad traits [03:00.31]Used the floor for ashtrays [03:02.41]I don't do sh*t halfway [03:04.49]I'ma clear the cache [03:06.54]I'ma make my name last [03:08.67]Put that on my last name [03:10.67]It's a different type of rules [03:12.80]That we obey [03:14.94]Ye ye ye season n***a we obey [03:18.98]We was all born to die n***a doa [03:23.14]Niggas say they hero [03:24.84]Mhm I don't see no cape [03:26.78]Mhm I don't see no [03:28.27]Mhm yeah [03:29.35]I don't see no mhm mhm [03:31.37]If I wasn't shining so hard [03:33.52]Wouldn't be no shade [03:36.14]Buckwheat ass n***a [03:37.71]It's 'gon be otay [03:45.51]Young n***a sh*t n***a we don't age [03:49.63]I thought I was past my deebo ways [03:53.76]Even when I went broke I ain't break [03:57.90]How you gon' hate [03:58.74]n***a we go wayyy back [04:01.73]To when I had the braids [04:03.00]And you had the waveee cap [04:05.80]Drop a pimp of the fade [04:06.98]And I'm on my way asap [04:09.96]Don't get socked in the mouth [04:11.16]You know homie don't playyy that [04:13.97]Pay the fire marshal bill [04:15.06]'Cause this sh*t done got wayyy packed [04:19.11]They wanna see me go ape ape ape [04:22.73]All you gotta do is speak on ye [04:26.74]All you gotta do is speak on ye [04:30.85]Don't get your tooth chipped like Frito-Lay