Father's Day-Ace Hood/Ace Hood

[ti:] [ar:] [al:] [by:时间戳工具V2.0_20200810] [offset:0] [00:09.90]Tears still rolling down my face [00:12.18]Simple fact it being Father's Day [00:14.64]My confidence was confiscated [00:16.50]More confrontations [00:18.06]Shortened patience [00:19.02]I'm aggravated [00:20.46]Agitated [00:21.33]Hate to say this [00:22.29]I ain't been a father lately [00:23.70]And I feel like I been a screw up [00:25.98]But then everybody needs to tune up [00:28.38]Self observation [00:30.00]Conversations [00:30.90]Choices made [00:31.62]I'm tryna find some confirmation [00:33.24]D**n [00:33.90]How the f**k did I get here though [00:35.55]My own pops wasn't round to see his kids grow [00:37.98]And I be d**ned if I follow where his foots go [00:40.29]My baby mom took my kids about a year ago [00:42.69]I can't lie [00:43.47]S**t is hard [00:44.04]She don't get it though [00:45.24]Every day the kids asking where their daddy go [00:47.64]S**t [00:48.06]Still praying for a better way [00:50.01]I visualise good times when I meditate [00:52.20]To be alone on my own on this Father's Day [00:54.69]Tears still rolling down my face [00:56.64]To God I pray [00:57.87]To each his own [00:58.86]I can't condone [00:59.70]I compensate [01:00.54]The w**d relates [01:01.44]And freeze the mind of my mistakes [01:03.27]I smoke and drink [01:04.20]I contemplate [01:05.04]I start to think [01:06.03]I hate my baby mama [01:07.20]But that ain't true [01:08.13]But that ain't true [01:09.00]Wear my shoes [01:09.93]I bet you couldn't fit in 'em if you tried to [01:12.00]I'm sick of lies [01:12.72]I'm tired of what I'm going through [01:14.52]It all starts with your kids not knowing you [01:16.92]Am I putting too much time in this vocal booth [01:19.32]Am I spending too much time with my new boo [01:21.48]Or do you do it for your fam or the new coupe [01:24.00]Holidays of change ain't what I'm used to [01:26.52]I was tryna refrain from doing court moves [01:28.86]Never [01:29.19]Ever a fan of doing court rooms [01:31.23]Too many regrets [01:32.07]It's all in my head [01:32.85]It's really not true cause all that I do was for my kids [01:35.40]D**n [01:35.94]Living on edge [01:36.81]I'm praying for help [01:37.68]It's Father's Day and I'm feeling like I hate myself [01:40.05]I hate this fame and sometimes [01:41.64]I hate this game [01:42.45]But it's gon' change [01:43.44]Yeah yeah [01:43.95]This s**t gon' change [01:46.20]Happy Father's Day [01:48.21]Hate it had to be this way [01:50.97]Happy Father's Day [01:52.92]I hate it had to be this way [01:58.02]My heart beats this way [02:00.09]That why my heart beats this way [02:02.55]I hate it had to be this way [02:04.77]As the tears rolling down my eyes [02:06.39]One day [02:06.60]Wonder if my girl think it's kinda weaker to cry [02:08.97]Baby mom sending threats [02:10.08]Tryna seek and divide [02:11.34]Add up too [02:11.85]Hell rude cause I'm happy inside [02:13.68]Met a queen [02:14.25]Lord knows he just give me a sign [02:16.11]Who gon' grab my hand [02:17.28]Who gon' wipe my tears [02:18.36]She gon' pat me on the back like it's alright [02:20.16]My dear [02:20.73]Still wishing every day I had my grandma here [02:23.13]But hey [02:23.88]That's the way that life is though [02:25.65]We all living just to die [02:26.70]The way this script goes [02:28.56]S**t [02:28.65]No answers [02:29.31]Screaming f**k cancer [02:30.66]Staring at the pick of my son [02:32.01]He so handsome [02:33.09]First born [02:33.63]My baby girl [02:34.38]It's so special [02:35.52]FaceTime to see 'em smile and say I love 'em [02:37.89]First Father's Day alone [02:39.27]I had to suffer [02:40.14]Still counting blessings cause they ain't had to struggle [02:42.42]Lord [02:43.59]Happy Father's Day [02:45.63]Hate it had to be this way [02:48.36]Happy Father's Day [02:50.28]I hate it had to be this way [02:55.38]My heart beats this way [02:57.48]That why my heart beats this way [02:59.91]I hate it had to be this way [03:02.25]See a n***a going through [03:03.90]Make a change what I'm going through [03:05.55]Sometimes people never understand 'til it all hits the fan [03:08.64]Should have listened to 'em [03:09.45]Warned you [03:10.32]But that's life and we never get to live it twice [03:12.69]I understand not many of us ever get it right [03:14.91]But hopefully you kinda close before you see the light [03:17.43]The realest s**t I ever wrote in my whole life [03:19.92]Yeah [03:20.97]And to my son and my beautiful daughter [03:22.98]I'm sorry I wasn't better for you and your brother [03:25.44]That bad blood in between me and your mother [03:27.99]We both did things back and forth to each other [03:30.18]I apologise [03:31.02]Go and dry your eyes [03:31.89]There's gon' come a time when it's all aligned [03:33.72]Daddy's signing you them lullaby's [03:35.49]Me and baby boy [03:36.42]Throwing up the high five [03:37.89]And baby girl probably passing me the pompoms [03:40.35]Not mine but on God's time [03:42.09]Still wishing y'all was close cause I know the way that time flies [03:45.12]On this day I was really in my feelings [03:47.13]Roll another blunt cause I been trying not to feel it [03:49.59]Tears falling down on the pad on what I've written [03:51.96]Part of me just gotta forgive [03:53.31]My daddy missing [03:55.11]Cause I am nothing like him [03:56.61]I'm so unlike you [03:57.63]Going through it like them [03:58.83]S**t [03:59.37]Growing up right in front of your eyes [04:01.47]Far from the perfect that we seeking to find [04:03.69]There's a beauty in the struggle when you growing inside [04:06.03]All my insecurities just on a platter besides [04:10.08]I'm alive [04:12.48]I'm alive [04:14.82]And besides [04:17.22]S**t [04:17.31]I'm alive [04:19.20]Happy Father's Day [04:21.26]Hate it had to be this way [04:23.97]Happy Father's Day [04:25.89]I hate it had to be this way [04:30.99]My heart beats this way [04:33.09]That why my heart beats this way [04:36.18]Love y'all