Suicidal Thoughts in the Back of the Cadillac, Pt. 2 (Explicit)-Pouya

[00:22.04]I'm a down south Florida boy, [00:27.50]Ain't goin' back to Hollywood [00:29.09]From the gutter to your guts, let me ignite the firewood [00:32.39]Still I roll slow in the Chevy donk [00:34.88]Never forget where I rose up from, [00:37.35]Spit on my face, get rid of my funds [00:38.94]And who am I? Just another guy stuck in desperation [00:42.35]Lookin' at the ceilin' fan, spinnin' around, [00:44.72]Havin' a panic attack [00:45.86]I don't pop no pills [00:47.67]'Cause it don't take the pain away from me [00:49.70]I don't crack no seals [00:50.89]'Cause it done took the gang away from me [00:52.92]I been known to pimp a ho, got dirty loafers on my feet [00:56.21]***** you got me mesmerized, them thighs the size of me [00:59.12]Lemme slide inside yo body beef, ***** [01:01.78]I got my chain on, [01:02.95]Ain't a thing wrong with a broken frozen wrist [01:17.44]Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away [01:22.14]Another day I piss away, another day don't go my way [01:25.31]Another ho gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase [01:28.77]But ***** I'm not the one, so get your comfort from another [01:31.72]Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away [01:35.19]Another day I piss away, another day don't go my way [01:38.45]Another ho gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase [01:41.80]But ***** I'm not the one, so get your comfort from another [01:44.88]Everything I did is crumblin' beneath my feet [01:47.96]I'm feelin' lonely, [01:48.92]Feelin' like I'm only stuck with memories [01:51.15]Take me back to what I was, take away what I've become [01:54.52]Take away the grayer days, take the bullet out my brain [01:57.80]Take my **** out your mouth and let me be myself [02:00.67]I wonder what the people around me think about me [02:03.24]Back to my shady ways I go [02:04.90]Pack the Gat and let it blow [02:06.44]Just let my lover, brother, mother, sisters, [02:09.11]Father know I love 'em [02:10.40]Mikey I told told you we was gon be somethin' [02:13.13]Look at us now 'cause now we buzzin', pressin' buttons [02:16.02]Diamonds dancin' by the dozen [02:17.72]Nick I told you we would rise from nothin' [02:19.75]Look at the way they look at me now [02:21.68]Rich forever, blowin' money 'til I'm senile [02:24.24]Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away [02:27.72]Another day I piss away, another day don't go my way [02:30.98]Another ho gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase [02:34.27]But ***** I'm not the one, so get your comfort from another [02:37.47]Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away [02:40.86]Another day I piss away, another day don't go my way [02:44.24]Another ho gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase [02:47.48]But ***** I'm not the one, so get your comfort from another [02:50.78]I got addicted to the money as I fell inside a hole [02:53.76]The cries and crowd get louder, the deeper that I go [02:57.04]Nobody know what I've been doin', tell myself I hate myself [03:00.32]I can't control the cards I'm dealt [03:03.20]I spent a lot time alone inside my room [03:05.88]Thinkin' about what I do [03:07.28]If I knew you was on the fence about me too, ***** [03:10.68]I crashed the whip and hit a *****, and almost killed the ***** [03:14.07]An now I'm back in the Cadillac with that black pistol grip [03:17.29]The AC don't work and I'm feelin' like I was kid again [03:19.49]Feelin' like I wasn't gettin' in with the cooler kids [03:21.60]How the **** can I get out of this funk? [03:23.36]If I die, you cry, then move on, the next day [03:26.40]I'm ill advised, **** you, ***** [03:28.37]You can't even look me in my eyes [03:29.99]Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away [03:33.57]Another day I piss away, another day don't go my way [03:36.78]Another ho gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase [03:40.09]But ***** I'm not the one, so get your comfort from another [03:43.13]Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away [03:46.70]Another day I piss away, another day don't go my way [03:49.89]Another ho gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase [03:53.27]But ***** I'm not the one, so get your comfort from another [03:56.45]Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away [03:59.93]Fade away, fade away