自白-鹿三三

[ti:自白 (【此言为惜系列】之十二)] [ar:我是瑜曦呀] [al:此言为惜系列] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]自白 (Confession) - 鹿三三 [00:11.86]词：瑜曦 [00:23.72]曲：熊天逸 [00:35.58]偶然的文字勾起酸涩 [00:39.37] [00:40.62]当初也曾被难过淹没 [00:44.95] [00:46.06]如今情绪被不经意牵扯 [00:50.82] [00:51.52]还是变得有一点低落 [00:56.21] [00:57.07]无关小气大方的性格 [01:01.34] [01:02.18]选择离开是最后洒脱 [01:06.79] [01:07.87]不去纠缠死乞改变结果 [01:12.78] [01:13.38]自尊挽留下几分利落 [01:17.64] [01:21.31]新的谈资会否是我 [01:25.42] [01:26.63]胜利者还在不屑一顾地笑着 [01:31.96]从未想过回头如何 [01:36.40] [01:37.32]既然不得何必卑微地沉默 [01:43.59] [01:49.40]曾经天真相信所谓公平 [01:52.63]以为理所当然 [01:54.14]付出当得起那一纸的认可 [01:57.80]何必费心给我那么多 [01:59.90]冠冕堂皇的理由 [02:01.51]既然已成被抛弃的那一个 [02:04.46] [02:05.19]如果重来一次 [02:07.01]我宁愿错过失去勇气 [02:09.08]再孤注一掷许诺下相同选择 [02:12.30] [02:12.87]等到哪一天热情都被消磨 [02:15.51]我是不是也会变得 [02:17.42]庸庸碌碌畏畏缩缩 [02:20.39] [02:21.20]时间流走又剩下什么 [02:25.28]听半首早已变调的歌 [02:33.05] [02:49.95]偶然的文字勾起酸涩 [02:53.85] [02:54.83]当初也曾被难过淹没 [02:59.17] [03:00.07]如今情绪被不经意牵扯 [03:05.30]却已经可以平静诉说 [03:09.75] [03:12.94]新的谈资会否是我 [03:17.31] [03:18.12]胜利者还在不屑一顾地笑着 [03:23.23]从未想过回头如何 [03:27.85] [03:28.54]既然不得何必卑微地沉默 [03:34.89] [03:35.95]别再天真以为理所当然水到渠成 [03:40.42]哪怕是在现实之前最后那一刻 [03:43.79] [03:44.31]许下的关于唯一的承诺像笑话一样 [03:47.99]心血被蹉跎时光被践踏斑驳 [03:51.72]周围辨不清的灰色 [03:53.74]我是不是也该放弃挣扎 [03:56.02]心甘沉没在命运漩涡 [03:58.55] [03:59.17]下个转折时候我该带上面具 [04:02.15]欢喜迎合还是回首后祭奠曾经的我 [04:06.59] [04:08.92]时间流走又剩下什么 [04:12.80] [04:14.01]那半首早已变调的歌