Tears Of Bitterness-Extol

Divine security, heartfelt certainty But my faith was soon turned to doubt When everything around me fell apart A broken foundation No unity remains, I was abandoned Left alone, put away, God forsaken The downfall of my faith The peace and safety fades away A glance towards the sky So unreachable without signs I'm drifting towards the unknown The solitude surrounds me And the loneliness drains my strength Old memories dawns upon me Your light, your warmth My God, my God Why have You forsaken me When I need You the most Where are You to find? My faith in You has vanished I've tried long enough You seem further away than ever Will I ever trust You again? Tears of bitterness The broken hope within Is this what You promised me The day I gave my life to You? A wish, a longing towards the sky But still encircled By Lucifer's freezing shadow God if You really exist Illuminate the path that leads me back Thoughts penetrate my mind Words from the past come to life A light from above melts my callous heart The Lord is good to those Who seek and wait for Him