Sadly Smiling Through-One Less Reason

You're talking like you're leaving You said it's your heart and not my call to Make you feel like feeling You were so ashamed when I fell on my two feet again And God I hated your friends I gave you love they could never buy Or even try to understand The part of me that it came from Don't you see that Sadly I'm smiling through All the truth that you took And the lies that you told me There's nothing that I can do With the promise you rendered That you'd never remember No coming back for you It hurts so much to feel all this pain And so I haven't felt lately No coming back for you, back to... Did you even notice it when I changed? 'Cause I could score in your heart, But I could never place And did I forget to say I was so proud of you When things were caving in And things were tough, I know I didn't say that I loved you enough But just cause I wasn't saying it Doesn't mean that I wasn't thinking it Sadly I'm smiling through All the truth that you took And the lies that you told me There's nothing that I can do With the promise you rendered That you'd never remember No coming back for you It hurts so much to feel all this pain And so I haven't felt lately No coming back for you, back to... And my confusion made clear Sadly I'm smiling through All the truth that you took And the lies that you told me There's nothing that I can do With the promise you rendered That you'd never remember No coming back for you It hurts so much to feel all this pain And so I haven't felt lately No coming back for you, back to you