Lullaby-Belly

[ti:Lullaby (Clean)] [ar:Belly] [al:Mumble Rap] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Lullaby - Belly [00:00.21]Written by：A. Balshe/M. Samuels/K. Lewis/B. Kolatalo/B. Kruger [00:00.42]Every time I die a little more inside [00:06.77] [00:13.09]1da told me to speak on it [00:14.34]I'mma speak on it f**k it [00:15.39] [00:20.19]Mumble rap man [00:20.94] [00:22.28]Mumble rap right [00:23.01] [00:24.92]That's what we doin' [00:26.06]Yeah [00:26.37] [00:27.06]Alright [00:27.74]Wonder if God heard me pray when I was trying to repent [00:30.47]If he didn't I know he heard my mother cry over rent [00:33.39]Then you wonder why the mood inside this room is so tense [00:36.09]No offense but I don't really got nowhere to go vent [00:38.82]Oh yeah success is like a drug and I been high on the scent [00:41.58]Feel like I wasted all the money and the time that I spent [00:44.43]Maybe the tears inside my eyes had me blind with revenge [00:47.04]I told her even if we crash I'mma ride till the end [00:50.14]There I go lying again [00:51.61]Don't know why I pretend [00:52.73]Hold up [00:53.12] [00:54.20]Let me try this again [00:55.39]Lord you know I never open up [00:57.56]Abusing drugs never thinking I was d**e enough [01:00.38]She's over me when I'm the one that she's supposed to love [01:02.97]At least my heart broke enough for the both of us [01:05.96]They told me play your part [01:07.39] [01:08.21]Boy we different you smart [01:09.57]Let her lay in your bed don't ever let a b**ch in your heart [01:12.38]Still around the same ones that I was with from the start [01:15.04]Though the distance got us drifting apart [01:17.09]Felt betrayed [01:18.11]Swear to God till this day man this sh*t hit my heart [01:20.49]Wanted to shine so bad that I got left in the dark [01:23.35]Still love you [01:24.34]Can't help but see that kid in the park [01:26.13]Runnin' 'round the town looking for some sh*t we can start [01:29.05]Any issues I was right there with it [01:31.14]I bought my dream house but I been having nightmares in it [01:34.51] [01:35.10]The game ugly [01:36.21]Just tell me why you can't love me [01:38.02]Or why the f**k you're ashamed of me [01:39.58]You can't judge me [01:40.70] [01:41.32]That's why I stay numb [01:42.52] [01:43.19]And the smartest thing I ever did was play dumb [01:45.24] [01:46.31]Staying up nights till my day comes [01:48.40]Old memories had me wishin' that we stayed young [01:50.92] [01:52.05]I'm a mess thinkin' less so I'm saying more [01:54.79]I talk to God about you so I'm praying more [01:57.24] [01:58.42]That's why I smoke a hundred blunts straight [02:00.69]Pops left moms cried for a month straight [02:02.91] [02:03.77]Used to cry too but I would never show her [02:06.06]Superwoman feel blessed if you ever know her [02:08.50] [02:09.31]Look at all this sh*t that we made it through [02:11.34] [02:11.97]They bugged the house and they raid it too [02:14.01] [02:14.93]If that ain't ironic I'm a crazy fool [02:16.62] [02:17.36]Play it cool baby play it cool [02:19.37]They don't acknowledge my accomplishments [02:20.80]My opp was just a optimist [02:22.19]I'm copping sh*t but still I'm not convinced that this is opulence [02:24.94]I can probably f**k Pocahontas right out her Moccasins [02:27.27] [02:27.80]Killing everything that I'm authoring like the offering [02:30.52] [02:31.30]Ten stitches with my limbs twitching [02:33.13]You ever went through withdrawals till ya skin itches [02:36.05]Huh [02:36.28] [02:37.42]Screaming f**k what you think [02:38.93]Tears falling while I write it down smudging the ink [02:41.27] [02:42.49]Please pour out a couple of drinks [02:44.14] [02:45.02]Sometimes I wish that I was up there with Chinx [02:46.96] [02:48.36]You wouldn't even care if I ever died [02:50.08] [02:50.81]So I wrote this for the tears that you'll never cry [02:53.06] [02:54.05]Lullaby