Indigo-Arcane Roots

Crawling back into my shell I'm running Thawing through winter to haul me to hell And I know I should know better But I am not a thorn for you ever I'm not a thorn for you ever Falling back into myself I'm running Waiting on someone to reach out again And I know I should know better But I am not a thorn for you ever I'm not a thorn for you ever And all you wanted was to see for yourself (?) to repeat for myself So give me something (?) I'm running Holding my colour to see through the pain Now I know I should know better But I am not a thorn for you ever I'm not a thorn for you ever Just say the word, I'll go, if that's what you're saying All the years (?) And yet here I still remain And if all the things I had to say Are called a million miles away Then you know the truth before I left my head We began outside the wall