Headlights (Explicit)-Eminem/Nate Ruess

[ti:Headlights (Explicit)] [ar:Eminem/Nate Ruess] [al:The Marshall Mathers LP2 (Deluxe) (Explicit)] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Headlights (Explicit) - Eminem/Nate Ruess [00:02.61]Lyrics by：Marshall B. Iii Mathers/Jeff Bhasker/Emile Haynie/Luis Edgardo Resto/Nate Ruess [00:05.23]Composed by：Marshall Mathers/Nate Ruess/E Haynie/Jeff Bhasker/Luis Resto [00:07.84]Produced by：Emile Haynie/Jeff Bhasker [00:10.46]Nate Ruess： [00:13.07]Mom I know I let you down
妈妈 我知道我让你满是心伤 [00:17.74] [00:18.83]And though you say the days are happy
尽管你说岁月随着幸福而流淌 [00:22.02]Why is the power off and I'm f**ked up
可是 为什么停电了 我失措彷徨 [00:25.50]And Mom I know he's not around
妈妈 我知道他不在我们身旁 [00:30.80] [00:31.83]But don't you place the blame on me
可是，当你为自己再满上一杯酒时 [00:35.06]As you pour yourself another drink yeah
难道你未曾责骂过我吗 [00:39.15] [00:39.86]I guess we are who we are
我想 我们无法改变 [00:42.98] [00:45.76]Headlights shining in the dark night I drive on
我开着车 汽车前灯照亮了暗夜 [00:50.60] [00:52.95]Maybe we took this too far
也许我们都做得太过分了 [00:58.12]Eminem： [00:58.43]I went in headfirst never thinkin' about who what I said hurt
是我行事鲁莽 从未考虑过 我提到的那个人会受伤 [01:02.01]In what verse my mom probably got it the worst
某些歌词 或许让我妈妈承受了最痛苦的重创 [01:04.73]The brunt of it but as stubborn as we are did
她成了我抨击的主要对象 然而 你我皆是固执之人 [01:07.07]I take it too far
是我做得太过分了吗 [01:08.20]"Cleanin' Out My Closet" and all them other songs
"Cleanin' Out My Closet"还有诸如此类的歌曲 [01:10.18]But regardless I don't hate you 'cause Ma
但是无论如何 我不恨你了 因为妈妈 [01:12.33]You're still beautiful to me 'cause you're my mom
在我心中你依然美丽 因为你是我的妈妈 [01:15.17]Though far be it from you to be calm
尽管对你来说 平静太难 [01:16.84]Our house was Vietnam Desert Storm
我们的家像是越南战争中的沙漠风暴战场 [01:18.87]And both of us put together could form an atomic bomb
我们两个人在一起 产生的破坏力如同原子弹一样 [01:21.31]Equivalent to chemical warfare
像是一场化学战 [01:23.04]And forever we could drag this on and on
你我永远对峙煎熬 [01:24.99]But agree to disagree that gift for me
不过 求同存异 [01:28.04]Up under the Christmas tree don't mean s**t to me
圣诞树下那份给我的礼物 对我来说一文不值 [01:29.84]You're kickin' me out
你不是把我赶出去了吗 [01:30.71]It's fifteen degrees
那天只有15华氏度 [01:31.55]And it's Christmas Eve "Little prick just leave"
恰是圣诞节前夜 "小刺头滚吧" [01:33.20]Ma let me grab my f**king coat
妈 至少让我拿上该死的外套 [01:34.87]Anything to have each other's goats
用尽一切方式去激怒对方 [01:36.50]Why we always at each other's throats
为何我们总是喋喋不休 [01:38.08]Especially when Dad he f**ked us both
尤其是 爸爸把我们两个人都抛弃了 [01:39.39] [01:40.33]We're in the same f**kin' boat
我们同命相连 [01:41.31] [01:41.94]You'd think that'd make us close
你觉得这会让我们更加亲密 [01:42.96]Nope
不 [01:43.55]Further away it drove us but together headlights shine
我们渐行渐远 我们一同开车上路 前灯亮着 [01:46.27]And a car full of belongings still got a ways to go
满载行李 [01:48.82]Back to grandma's house it's straight up the road
依然记得重返外婆家的路 正是前方 [01:50.41] [01:50.93]And I was the man of the house the oldest
当时我是家中最年长的男人 [01:52.64]So my shoulders carried the weight of the load
因此家庭重任负于我肩上 [01:54.25] [01:55.50]Then Nate got taken away by the state at eight-years-old
后来 Nate八岁那年被州政府带走 [01:57.48]And that's when I realized you were sick
那是我意识到你精神有问题 [01:59.74]And it wasn't fixable or changeable
而且这病无法治好 无从改变 [02:01.84]And to this day we remain estranged and I hate it though but
直到今日 我们依然形同陌路 我讨厌这样 可是 [02:03.87]Nate Ruess： [02:04.71]I guess we are who we are
我想 我们无法改变 [02:08.35] [02:10.91]Headlights shining in the dark night I drive on
我开着车 汽车前灯照亮了暗夜 [02:15.78] [02:18.02]Maybe we took this too far
也许我们都做得太过分了 [02:23.34]Eminem： [02:23.54] [02:24.94]'Cause to this day we remain estranged and I hate it though
我们依然形同陌路 我讨厌这样 [02:27.53]'Cause you ain't even get to witness your grandbabies grow
因为你都未曾看着 孙女成长 [02:30.28] [02:30.92]But I'm sorry Mama for "Cleanin' Out My Closet"
但是 妈妈对不起 我写了"Cleanin' Out My Closet" [02:33.10]At the time I was angry rightfully
实话实说 那个时候或许我真的是过于愤怒 [02:34.72]Maybe so
或许如此 [02:35.38]Never meant that far to take it though
尽管我从未想过要让一切发展到这种地步 [02:36.98]'Cause now I know it's not your fault and I'm not makin' jokes
因为我已是明白 那不是你的错 我并没有开玩笑 [02:40.27] [02:40.82]That song I no longer play at shows
我永远不会现场演唱那首歌了 [02:42.42]And I cringe every time it's on the radio
每次我在电台听到都会怕的发抖 [02:44.28] [02:44.94]And I think of Nathan being placed in a home
回想起Nathan被送进孤儿院的经历 [02:46.91]And all the medicine you fed us and
以及那些你给我们的药片 [02:48.42]How I just wanted you to taste your own
我希望你只给自己服用 [02:50.14]But now the medication's takin' over
不过如今 你吃的药变了 [02:52.97]And your mental state's deterioratin' slow
你的精神状态慢慢恶化 反应迟缓 [02:55.16]And I'm way too old to cry this s**t is painful though
而我这个年龄的人已经不再会哭泣 这一切让人隐隐作痛 [02:57.41]But Ma I forgive you so does Nathan yo
可是妈妈 我和Nathan都原谅你了 [02:59.93]All you did all you said you did your best to raise us both
你做的事情 说过的话都过去了 你已是用尽全力来养育我们 [03:03.32]Foster care that cross you bear few may be as heavy as yours
寄养我们 是你背负的十字架 这份良心谴责之重 少有人经历过 [03:06.91]But I love you Debbie Mathers
但是 我爱你 Debbie Mathers [03:08.21]Oh what a tangled web we have 'cause
我们之间的关系真是太过于复杂 因为 [03:10.17]One thing I never asked was
有件事情我从未开口过问 [03:11.78]Where the f**k my deadbeat dad was
我那该死的爸爸去哪了 [03:13.56]F**k it I guess he had trouble keepin' up with every address
去**的 也许他确实难 找到我们的每个新地址 [03:16.10] [03:16.74]But I'da flipped every mattress every rock and desert cactus
但是我会掀开每一张床垫 每一块石头 每一个沙漠中的仙人掌 [03:19.46] [03:20.15]Owned a collection of maps
收集许多地图 [03:21.31]And followed my kids to the edge of the atlas
只为追寻我的孩子 直到世界的尽头 [03:22.69] [03:23.29]If someone ever moved 'em from me
若是有人将我的孩子从我身边抢走 [03:24.93]That you coulda bet your asses
你可以打赌试试 [03:26.38]If I had to come down the chimney dressed as Santa kidnap 'em
看看我会不会扮成圣诞老人 从烟囱中爬下 去把他们夺回 [03:29.69]And although one has only met their grandma once
尽管孩子只见过一次她们的祖母 [03:32.74]You pulled up in our drive one night
有天晚上我们开车在路上相遇 你停了下来 [03:34.40]As we were leavin' to get some hamburgers
那时我们外出去买些汉堡 [03:36.34]Me her and Nate we introduced you hugged you
我 女儿还有Nate 我们向孩子介绍你 与你拥抱 [03:38.92]And as you left I had this overwhelming sadness
你离开之后 悲伤淹没了我的内心 [03:41.87]Come over me as we pulled off to go our separate paths and
当我们开往不同的方向是 那种感觉涌上了心头 [03:45.42]I saw your headlights as I looked back
我回首远望 看到了你的车前灯 [03:47.20]And I'm mad I didn't get the chance to
心中乱作一团 我没有抓住机会 [03:49.41]Thank you for being my mom and my dad
感谢你承担了父母双方的责任 [03:51.37]So Mom please accept this as a
所以 妈妈 请把这首歌当作一份礼物 [03:53.27]Tribute I wrote this on the jet I guess I had to
这首我在飞机上写的歌 [03:55.73]Get this off my chest I hope I get the chance to
我想我必须将这些说出口 希望在我死之前能把一切写出来 [03:58.16]Lay it 'fore I'm dead the stewardess said to fasten
空乘提醒我系紧安全带 [04:00.68]My seatbelt I guess we're crashin'
我想飞机可能要失事了 [04:02.16] [04:03.22]So if I'm not dreamin' I hope you get this message that
若我不是在做梦 希望你能了解我心中的念想 [04:05.91]I will always love you from afar 'cause you're my mom
我会一直在远方爱着你 因为你是我妈妈 [04:08.66]Nate Ruess： [04:09.23]I guess we are who we are
我想 我们无法改变 [04:12.91] [04:15.36]Headlights shining in the dark night I drive on
我开着车 汽车前灯照亮了暗夜 [04:20.03] [04:22.26]Maybe we took this too far
也许我们都做得太过分了 [04:25.63]Nate Ruess/Eminem： [04:26.74]I want a new life
我想要一种新的生活 [04:28.75]Start over
从头开始 [04:29.69] [04:30.21]One without a cause
不需要任何理由 [04:32.04]Clean slate
清空重来 [04:32.65]So I'm coming home tonight
所以我今夜都要回家 [04:35.62]Yeah [04:36.10]Well no matter what the cost
不论任何代价 [04:38.86] [04:39.58]And if the plane goes down
如果这架飞机坠毁了 [04:42.34] [04:42.88]Or if the crew can't wake me up
医护人员没能将我救醒 [04:45.48] [04:46.06]Well just know that I'm alright
只要记住我很好 [04:48.90] [04:49.41]I was not afraid to die
我并不畏惧死亡 [04:52.02] [04:52.62]Oh even if there's songs to sing
即使还有歌没唱完 [04:56.15]Well my children will carry me
我的孩子们也会将我送去墓园 [04:59.24]Just know that I'm alright
你只要记住我很好 [05:01.85] [05:02.40]I was not afraid to die
我并不畏惧死亡 [05:05.51]Because I put my faith in my little girls
我已经把自己的信念灌注在女儿们的身上 [05:08.93]So I'll never say goodbye cruel world
所以我永远都不会对这个残酷的世界说再见 [05:12.29]Just know that I'm alright
你只要记住我很好 [05:15.44]I am not afraid to die
我并不畏惧死亡 [05:19.89]Nate Ruess： [05:20.32] [05:21.45]I guess we are who we are
我想 我们无法改变 [05:24.72] [05:27.70]Headlights shining in the dark night I drive on
我开着车 汽车前灯照亮了暗夜 [05:32.04] [05:34.27]Maybe we took this too far
也许我们都做得太过分了 [05:39.02]I want a new life
我想要一种新的生活