Through The Day-Young M.A

[ti:Through The Day] [ar:Young M.A] [al:Sleep Walkin] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Through The Day (一整天) - Young M.A [00:12.10]Cops is firing niggas is dying [00:14.22]And for the ones tryna make it out please keep trying [00:16.69]Cause niggas out here die for no reason it's killer season [00:19.83]Kids dying somebody's son daughter nephew and nieces [00:22.42] [00:23.03]R.I.P big bro I swear I miss you man [00:26.12]I wish I was right up there hanging with you man [00:28.86]In the hood there's no hope them crackers take us for jokes [00:31.59]They laugh at us when we successful they mad at us [00:34.53]Crack fiends in the hood with bad habits [00:36.84]And cops passing always tryna stop and harass us [00:39.51] [00:40.09]Liquor stores on the corner they tryna line us [00:42.91]Go to white neighborhoods you hardly find one [00:45.32] [00:45.89]It's a cold world that's why we hold heat [00:48.60]Either your pops in jail dead or a deadbeat [00:51.45]We gotta eat by any means necessary [00:54.26]Cause niggas hustle from February to February [00:57.00]And ain't no telling how many niggas in cemeteries [00:59.92]It hurt to see my brother's name on that obituary [01:02.61]They tryna bring us down but f**k 'em we ain't breaking [01:05.15]And for my brother I promised that ni**a that I'ma make it [01:08.04] [01:08.84]I'm just tryna make it through the day [01:13.09] [01:14.35]And I just wanna get away [01:18.44] [01:19.83]So I'ma inhale until I'm out of breath [01:22.35] [01:25.59]And I'ma drink this bottle 'til it's nothing left [01:28.00] [01:31.35]It really hurt me when they killed my brother [01:33.71]He was only 20 when they took his life from him [01:36.38]I was 17 I was happy with a dream [01:38.63]But when he died I realized life ain't really what it seems [01:41.61]It's a cold world so f**k it I'm a cold girl [01:44.70] [01:45.24]And I'm screaming f**k the whole world [01:47.28]Cause life took that one person that meant most to me [01:50.09]Other half he was close to me [01:52.10]I want him close to me [01:53.26] [01:54.09]Now he a ghost to me [01:55.39] [01:56.05]I feel like there's no hope for me [01:57.57] [01:58.09]That's why I keep that toast with me [01:59.66] [02:00.30]Cock it back and pop a ni**a close to me [02:03.38]Cause I don't trust nobody [02:04.46] [02:05.49]I think I need some damn help [02:07.15] [02:07.67]I can't trust niggas I don't trust my damn self [02:10.47]And that's why my brother dead because he trust niggas [02:13.26]He f**ked around and trusted a f**k ni**a [02:15.00] [02:16.63]I'm just tryna make it through the day [02:20.59] [02:22.17]And I just wanna get away [02:26.25] [02:27.63]So I'ma inhale until I'm out of breath [02:30.17] [02:33.41]And I'ma drink this bottle 'til it's nothing left [02:35.66] [02:38.72]I'm stressing anxiety and depression [02:40.78]I carry a lot of anger a lot of hate and aggression [02:43.57]I'm lost and I'm just tryna find my way home how [02:46.68] [02:47.25]In a world full of people I feel alone after [02:50.05]Almost losing a sister I lost a brother and [02:52.94]Never having a father only a mother [02:54.99]My sister was one pound and twelve ounces premature [02:58.49]You heard one pound not three or four [03:01.27]But she survived and that's a blessing in disguise [03:03.46]We prayed and we had faith I guess hope is still alive [03:06.27]And now she's in middle school you see how time flies [03:09.14]Just to see her graduate is a feeling I can't describe [03:11.85]She ain't really know her brother he passed when she was five [03:14.71] [03:15.36]She was three when she last saw him alive [03:17.33]And I'm just happy that she ain't gotta ever live with that pain [03:20.45]Sh*t I be ready to cry hearing his name man [03:23.55] [03:24.44]I'm just tryna make it through the day [03:28.28] [03:29.91]And I just wanna get away [03:33.96] [03:35.40]So I'ma inhale until I'm out of breath [03:37.86] [03:41.16]And I'ma drink this bottle 'til it's nothing left [03:43.33] [03:47.11]Dear lord I know I'm sinning but [03:48.91] [03:49.67]It's hard to change the way I'm living [03:51.39] [03:52.80]I gotta get it I gotta get it [03:54.57] [03:55.68]I gotta get it [03:56.46] [03:58.32]I'm just tryna make it through the day [04:02.12] [04:03.89]And I just wanna get away [04:07.76] [04:09.41]So I'ma inhale until I'm out of breath [04:11.63] [04:12.37]And I'ma drink this bottle 'til it's nothing left [04:14.30] [04:15.39]Dear lord I know I'm sinning but [04:17.09] [04:17.91]It's hard to change the way I'm living [04:19.75] [04:21.03]I gotta get it I gotta get it [04:22.89] [04:24.26]Oh I gotta get it