I Want To Die-Mortal Love

[ti:] [ar:] [al:] [by:时间戳工具V2.0_20200810] [offset:0] [02:26.48]I'm too tired of this life [02:46.53]All I need is my big sleep [02:54.82]You are so far away [02:57.32]You love someone else [03:29.07]Another day passed me by [03:56.14]Another day filled with pain [04:01.17]You are not here [04:06.03]You're with someone else [04:13.68]I love you to death [04:36.26]You love someone else [04:54.61]So I just wanna die [04:58.14]Create hate [05:03.31]I hate myself for loving you [05:41.86]We have touched for the last time [05:45.97]You are long gone [05:47.96]In love with someone else [05:52.45]I now fear nothing but life itself [05:55.93]And I have learned that living is just a slow way to die [06:00.84]I do not believe in life or in love anymore [06:04.58]The joy I feel are the joys of emptiness [06:08.41]I hate myself for loving you [06:11.38]The fear I feel night after night has developed into a disease [06:17.18]No one can see the emptiness in my eyes [06:20.64]To escape life itself now seems the only solution [06:26.42]With relief I look foward of letting go of the pain [06:29.58]Finally [06:31.60]There is peace in my soul [06:34.09]To lie dead without a concern [06:36.88]Without a tear [06:38.76]You own my heart [06:40.88]And life without you is so imensly painful [06:45.31]Just to think of you [06:47.01]Talk about you [06:48.52]Dream of you makes tears stream down [06:51.74]My face [06:53.12]I cannot imagine happiness without your beautiful smile [06:57.58]Your angelic face [06:58.50]Your wonderful body and your good heart： [07:03.88]You are everything [07:06.16]I am nothing [07:08.42]I want to die [07:10.45]But really [07:42.34]I am already dead [08:49.49]I will not live