Forever (Explicit)-Joyner Lucas

[ti:] [ar:] [al:] [by:时间戳工具V2.0_20200810] [offset:0] [00:05.37]Yo [00:09.09]I know you don't understand my words but you will eventually
我知道你现在听不懂 但终有一天你会明白 [00:13.41]You will eventually
终有一天你会懂 [00:18.45]Some day
某天 [00:19.02]One day
总有一天 [00:21.75]I know you don't understand my words but you will eventually
我知道你现在听不懂 但终有一天你会明白 [00:24.84]And when you get older I hope you don't hold this s**t against me
当你长大成人 希望你别把这些事记恨于心 [00:27.72]I hope you understand I love you more than life itself
愿你能明白 我爱你胜过生命 [00:30.15]And this is nothin' but your daddy's thoughts when he was feelin' empty
这只是你父亲内心空虚时的思绪 [00:33.45]And everything ain't always what it seems like on the outside
表面之下 真相往往并非所见 [00:36.21]I fought so many tears so that you would never see the outcry
我强忍泪水 只为不让你看见我的崩溃 [00:39.12]I never wanted kids until I lived and went through hard times
我曾抗拒为人父 直到历经沧桑 [00:41.88]And became a man that fell in love with someone that my heart finds
才成长为懂得珍视所爱的男人 [00:44.70]But you know how that s**t go
但你也知道世事难料 [00:46.89]Young and reckless
年少轻狂 [00:47.73]Different women part time
情场浮沉 [00:49.11]And I wasn't ready for that life yet
那时的我还未准备好迎接新生命 [00:50.64]I was in my dark prime
正值我人生的至暗时刻 [00:51.96]Me and your moms ain't get along and she gave me a hard time
与你母亲的争执不休 她让我备受煎熬 [00:54.78]I really think that we just crossed paths at the wrong time
或许我们只是在不合适的时机相遇 [00:58.23]I wasn't happy when she said she was pregnant
当她告知怀孕的消息 我并未感到喜悦 [01:00.48]Probably the worst news of my life
那可能是我生命中最沉重的消息 [01:01.92]That s**t was so depressing
那段日子如此灰暗压抑 [01:03.39]I told her she should get an abortion and I really meant it
我曾劝说终止妊娠 那刻确实出自真心 [01:06.15]I'm sorry that I said that s**t
抱歉我曾口不择言 [01:07.56]Yo I was trippin'
那时的我迷失方向 [01:08.55]I know you don't understand my words but you will eventually
我知道你现在听不懂 但终有一天你会明白 [01:11.97]And when you get older I hope you don't hold this s**t against me
当你长大成人 希望你别把这些事记恨于心 [01:14.58]I'm sorry
真的对不起 [01:16.89]Yo [01:18.84]And I never wanted a broken home to raise you from a distance
我从未想过要让你在破碎的家庭中成长 [01:21.96]Yeah I'll admit it
是的 我承认 [01:22.80]I was scared of that type of commitment
我曾畏惧那份责任的重担 [01:24.93]Even hopes of a miscarriage
甚至暗自期盼意外发生 [01:26.43]Anything bad that could happen
任何能让我逃离的变故 [01:27.84]That'd get me out of that situation
只要能摆脱那个困境 [01:29.58]I was livid
我愤怒不已 [01:30.42]I felt like s**t about my thoughts
为自己的想法感到羞愧难当 [01:31.89]That wasn't me
那根本不是我 [01:32.46]I'm different
我与众不同 [01:33.51]Plus I was dealing with some demons that I couldn't live with
那时我正与无法摆脱的心魔纠缠 [01:36.15]I told her she should get an abortion and I really meant it
我曾劝说终止妊娠 那刻确实出自真心 [01:41.73]I know you don't understand my words but you will eventually
我知道你现在听不懂 但终有一天你会明白 [01:44.85]And when you get older I hope you don't hold this s**t against me
当你长大成人 希望你别把这些事记恨于心 [01:47.73]Hope you don't hate me
别因此恨我 [01:48.51]I was selfish
那时的我太过自私 [01:49.29]I hope you forgive me
愿你能够原谅我 [01:50.85]Hope you forgive me
盼你能够原谅我 [02:04.53]And I still remember your baby shower like it was yesterday
我仍记得你的出生派对 恍如昨日 [02:07.53]And to your mom it was special
对你母亲而言意义非凡 [02:09.12]Me
而我 [02:09.69]Just another day
不过是寻常一天 [02:10.47]I wish that you could see the pictures
多希望你能看见那些照片 [02:12.24]All the fake phony smilin'
尽是虚伪假笑的脸 [02:13.56]Had to pretend that I was happy
不得不强颜欢笑 [02:15.09]Deep down I was cryin'
内心却在哭泣 [02:16.35]Ma asked if I was okay
妈妈问我是否安好 [02:17.73]I turned around and looked away
我转身避开她的目光 [02:19.32]I was dryin' all my tears
拭去所有泪水 [02:20.79]Look back to say yeah
回首时却说没事 [02:22.11]I was lyin'
其实我在说谎 [02:23.04]Godd**n
天啊 [02:23.58]How the hell I get here
我怎会沦落至此 [02:24.87]This is it
这就是现实 [02:25.65]This supposed to be my life
这不该是我的人生轨迹 [02:27.06]This ain't how I pictured it
与我想象的截然不同 [02:28.26]I never felt so d**n alone
从未感到如此孤独 [02:29.76]But it was more than often
但这种情况已成常态 [02:31.26]One of the worst days of my life
那是我生命中最黑暗的时光 [02:32.73]And I ain't even lyin'
我所说的字字属实 [02:33.99]We argued when we came home
我们回家时争吵不休 [02:35.43]I blame myself for all this
这一切都让我自责难当 [02:36.90]I think that I was holding a grudge 'cause she ain't get an abortion
我怀着怨恨 因她未选择放弃 [02:39.69]I'm sorry
真的对不起 [02:42.60]D**n
天啊 [02:44.22]And I know you can't understand my words but you will eventually
我知道你还不懂我的话 但终会明白 [02:47.79]And when you get older I hope you don't hold this s**t against me
当你长大成人 希望你别把这些事记恨于心 [02:50.52]I can't believe I tried to hurt you
我不敢相信自己曾试图伤害你 [02:52.02]I hope you forgive me
愿你能够原谅我 [02:53.28]Please
求你了 [02:55.35]Please
求你了 [03:01.80]And everything ain't always what it seems like on the outside
表面之下 真相往往并非所见 [03:04.74]I fight so many tears so that you would never see the outcry
我强忍泪水只为不让你看见我的崩溃 [03:07.47]I sacrifice my life so you could live it
我牺牲自己只为让你活得更好 [03:09.87]Peace
愿平安 [03:10.32]Want to give you things my father couldn't give to
想给你 我父亲从未给予过的一切 [03:12.66]Me
而我 [03:13.29]I think I was raised wrong
我总觉得自己被错误地养育 [03:14.40]And that's just what it is to me
这就是我心底的烙印 [03:16.14]And if you ask him then his a*s gon' probably disagree
若你问他 他大概会矢口否认 [03:18.93]But whatever
但无所谓 [03:20.55]Whatever
真的无所谓 [03:24.66]And nothing's ever made me cry as much as you
世间万物 都不及你让我泪如雨下 [03:26.76]I swear
我发誓 [03:27.66]Your smile gives me motivation and some new ideas
你的笑容给我动力 点燃新的希望 [03:30.51]My worst fear is always you not knowing who I am
最怕你终将遗忘 我的模样 [03:33.45]'Cause I been on the road dreamchasing for you out here
为你追逐梦想 漂泊四方 [03:36.09]I was the first thing that you opened your eyes to
你初睁双眼 第一眼看见的是我 [03:38.13]And the last one that you said goodnight to
临睡前最后道晚安的也是我 [03:39.90]I went home and cried to
归家后我独自啜泣 [03:41.04]And I bawled my eyes out
泪如雨下 浸湿衣裳 [03:41.97]And then watched you
然后看着你 [03:42.63]Glad I got you
庆幸拥有你 [03:43.44]That's a blatant fact
这是不争的事实 [03:44.76]And every negative thing I said I swear I take it back
我曾说过的每句伤人的话 我发誓全部收回 [03:47.58]I know you don't understand my words but you will eventually
我知道你现在听不懂 但终有一天你会明白 [03:50.58]And when you get older I hope you don't hold this s**t against me
当你长大成人 希望你别把这些事记恨于心 [03:53.58]I hope you understand I love you more than I love myself
愿你能懂 我爱你胜过爱自己 [03:55.95]And this is nothin' but your daddy's thoughts when he was feelin' empty
这只是你父亲内心空虚时的思绪 [03:59.37]I was feelin' empty
我曾感到空虚 [04:02.19]I been feelin' empty
我一直感到空虚 [04:03.48]I put my emotions in this music when I'm feelin' empty
当我空虚时 将情感倾注在音乐里 [05:17.40]I hope you forgive me
愿你能够原谅我 [05:30.84]Please
求你了 [05:37.50]Please
求你了