I F**ked Up Again-Big B

I know you don't want to hear I'm sorry but I hope you know I am and I don't know why I do what I do or put you through what I put you through but I f**ked up again Oh I don't know what I was thinking I shouldn't of went out all night drinking I know I said that I would be home early Had you up late sick and worried 5 AM, now here I am stumbling and bumbling through the door just last week I told you it wasn't gonna happen any more My plan was just to have a few with the boys at the bar but one turned into two, two turned into three now the rest is history, cause the three turned into many many many more I know you don't want to hear I'm sorry but I hope you know I am and I don't know why I do what I do or put you through what I put you through but I f**ked up again Damn, here I am smelling like perfume, lipstick on my shirt I Tried to wash it off but it just don't work now I'm coming home looking like a jerk phone numbers in my pocket I can't find my phone where the f**k is my wallet big hickey on my neck and I don't know where I got it I don't remember things, so technically I'm not lying when I say I haven't been cheating I just want to sleep it off and hope it was a bad dream I never set out to break your heart and be mean I know you don't want to hear I'm sorry but I hope you know I am and I don't know why I do what I do or put you through what I put you through but I f**ked up again C'mon we can work it out I know people tell you things, but they don't know what they talking about It don't matter where I go, it don't matter where I been cause when I come home I'm coming home to you and not them I'm not perfect and I don't try to be and sometimes I don't see what you see in me there's a reason that we're still together cause even though you could probably do better they say love is a sickness and you say it's getting ridiculous and your getting sick of this I'm sorry come here give me a kiss I know you don't want to hear I'm sorry but I hope you know I am and I don't know why I do what I do or put you through what I put you through but I f**ked up again