Excuses-Crux

[00:09.44]why no one will help me [00:12.99]i am too dumb i am too smart [00:17.93]they'll not understand me [00:21.74]i am lonely [00:23.79]they'll hate me [00:26.50]and there is not enough time [00:30.04]it's too hard to help me [00:35.12]and god wants me to work [00:38.11]no resting no lazy [00:43.32] [00:43.83]these excuses how they served me so well [00:51.12]they've kept me safe [00:53.04]they've kept me stoic [00:55.28]they've kept me locked in my own cell [00:59.72] [01:01.15]i'm too far from home [01:04.52]it takes far too much energy [01:09.57]and i cannot afford to [01:13.20]no one will ever see me [01:17.95] [01:18.31]these excuses how they served me so well [01:25.51]they've kept me safe [01:27.51]they've kept me stoic [01:29.88]they've kept me locked inside my cell [01:34.26] [01:35.64]these excuses how they're so familiar [01:42.81]they've kept me small [01:44.71]they've kept me blocked [01:47.15]they've kept me safe inside my shell [01:51.48] [01:53.39]bringing this into the light [01:56.46]shakes their foundation [01:59.25]and it clears my side [02:01.47]now my imagination [02:04.97]is the only thing that limits [02:07.45]the bar that is raised to the heights [02:11.71] [02:12.30]no one can have it all see [02:15.76]i have to they want me to [02:20.36]and i can't let them down [02:23.79]i'll never be happy [02:28.90] [02:29.27]these excuses how they served me so well [02:36.56]they've kept me safe [02:38.49]they've kept me stoic [02:40.82]they've kept me locked inside my cell [02:45.13] [02:46.61]these excuses how they're so familiar [02:53.89]they've kept me stoic [02:55.82]they've kept me small [02:58.18]they've kept me safe inside my shell [03:02.62]