As Fear Became Reality-Until We Die

[ti:As Fear Became Reality (Explicit)] [ar:Until We Die] [al:Before the Decay of Time] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]As Fear Became Reality (当担心成为现实) (Explicit) - Until We Die [00:04.94]Still sleeping [00:06.48]I feel the rising of my pulse [00:08.60]Tonight I'll find a way to end it all [00:11.40] [00:11.96]Still breathing [00:13.52]Collecting thoughts inside my head [00:15.47]I don't know what the f**k is going on [00:18.45] [00:20.55]I always like I am okay but now [00:23.11]I cannot wait to find a way outside [00:27.61]I thought I'd live another day [00:29.50]Forever I'll be caught inside this painful lie [00:34.36]As nights go by so divine [00:36.42]I realize that I'll be plagued by my own demons [00:39.53]I am caught by my own demons [00:41.32]Forever living a lie [00:43.33]I'm not free [00:44.56]Endless suffering [00:45.78]I feel the pain because I cannot close my eyes [00:48.45]Tonight I'll watch myself die again [00:51.36] [00:52.04]I know that I am just spiraling away from reality [00:58.73]Drowning in the sorrow of the shadows of the night [01:02.40]There is no cure for me [01:03.91]I'll watch myself waste away [01:05.97]A broken entity [01:07.43]I'm just a memory that's why there is no cure for me [01:10.60]And I'm trying to forget the fact [01:11.69]That everybody wants to watch me burn [01:12.88]Amongst this mess I was a normal person just like everybody else [01:14.76]But I've changed for the worse [01:16.66]I have changed for the worse [01:19.88]I'll never be the same man again [01:22.85] [01:23.61]I have lost the fight [01:26.36]Another day another night another week another f**king life [01:34.83] [01:45.49]There is no cure for me [01:47.04]I'll watch myself waste away [01:48.97]A broken entity [01:50.40]I'm just a memory that's why there is no cure for me [01:53.51]And I'm trying to forget the fact [01:54.62]That everybody wants to watch me burn [01:55.99]Amongst this mess I was a normal person just like everybody else [01:57.88]But I've changed for the worse [01:59.37] [02:03.06]Still sleeping [02:04.54]I feel the rising of my pulse [02:06.67]Tonight I'll find a way to end it all [02:09.81]Still breathing [02:11.55]Collecting thoughts inside my head [02:13.49]I don't know what the f**k is going on [02:16.56] [02:18.69]I always like I am okay but now [02:21.28]I cannot wait to find a way outside [02:25.14] [02:25.65]I thought I'd live another day [02:27.50]Forever I'll be caught inside this painful lie