穿越时空的对话-穆来福/赵朗

[ti:穿越时空的对话 (朗诵)] [ar:穆来福/赵朗] [al:2017北京警察清明祭奠英烈主题活动] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.01]穿越时空的对话 (朗诵) - 穆来福/赵朗 [00:00.26]赵： [00:00.54]记得小时候 [00:01.22] [00:02.04]最爱听爸爸吹笛子 [00:03.54] [00:04.40]他最爱吹的曲子 [00:05.75] [00:06.29]就是这首红星照我去战斗 [00:08.64] [00:10.51]记忆中的父亲 [00:11.57] [00:12.56]是片段一般存在的 [00:14.12] [00:15.95]就像几张照片 [00:16.90] [00:17.72]或是几个慢镜头 [00:19.11] [00:20.55]而那些画面里却始终有他没我 [00:24.01] [00:24.81]有我没他 [00:26.09] [00:27.54]我甚至都不清楚 [00:28.76]这些记忆到底是真实的 [00:31.05] [00:32.21]还是我幻想的 [00:33.43] [00:35.54]按说对他的想念 [00:37.80] [00:38.32]应该会随着时光的流逝而逐渐变淡 [00:41.44] [00:42.98]但是它却在岁月的打磨中 [00:45.93] [00:46.54]变得更加强烈 [00:48.08] [00:51.41]第一次翻开您的日记 [00:52.86] [00:54.70]看着泛黄褶皱的纸张 [00:56.41] [00:57.50]和有些模糊不清的字迹 [00:59.28] [01:00.88]那一刻我仿佛触摸到了您 [01:03.97] [01:06.66]我鼓起勇气认认真真地 [01:09.01] [01:10.06]一字一句地读着 [01:11.34] [01:12.82]那个在我记忆中都是片断的您 [01:15.38]在这流水账般的工作日记里 [01:17.31] [01:18.83]变得立体 [01:19.52] [01:21.46]变得有温度 [01:22.87]合： [01:23.28] [01:25.11]1992年8月10日 [01:28.48]穆： [01:28.86] [01:29.53]星期一阴 [01:32.11] [01:35.07]今天身体不舒服 [01:38.08] [01:39.23]心情也不好 [01:40.30] [01:41.67]总是烦躁 [01:42.68] [01:44.14]因此我尽量避免和当事人正面接触 [01:48.42] [01:51.75]早晨上班 [01:52.92]来得匆忙没顾上打针 [01:55.72] [01:56.82]吃了点药 [01:57.57] [01:58.93]肚子总是憋乎乎地疼 [02:01.66] [02:03.71]不过还能够挣扎着上班 [02:06.84] [02:10.38]事也凑巧 [02:11.08] [02:12.35]老刘又赶上牙疼 [02:14.09] [02:15.52]我只能多照顾他 [02:17.73] [02:18.80]让他坐在岗亭里扳灯 [02:20.53] [02:21.52]我替他上西门洞的勤务 [02:24.11]赵： [02:24.48] [02:26.37]在您的日记里 [02:27.43] [02:28.18]像这样带病坚持工作 [02:29.63] [02:30.33]代替其他叔叔值勤的事时常发生 [02:32.91] [02:33.93]日记中您和同事们 [02:35.88]总是那么忙碌而充实 [02:37.44] [02:38.08]我仿佛看到了二十几年前 [02:40.04]几个意气风发的小伙子苦中作乐 [02:43.33]共同进步的画面 [02:44.47] [02:46.68]而多年后 [02:47.44] [02:48.21]当我穿上真正的警服 [02:49.75] [02:50.40]走上您曾经的工作岗位 [02:51.97] [02:52.89]我才更加真切地感受到了 [02:54.85]警营战友之间那份真挚的情 [02:58.33]穆： [02:58.75] [03:00.97]1993年3月7日 [03:03.33] [03:04.47]星期日晴 [03:06.59] [03:08.38]早晨我起了个大早儿 [03:10.06] [03:10.68]骑车带着妻子 [03:12.18] [03:13.06]很早就来到了二五一十字路口 [03:15.88] [03:16.99]我站在路口等车 [03:18.40] [03:19.26]让妻子先回去 [03:20.78] [03:22.45]望着妻子远去的背影 [03:24.91] [03:26.28]我无奈地叹了口气 [03:28.45] [03:30.21]为了自己工作 [03:31.28] [03:32.31]家属还得跟着受累 [03:34.46] [03:36.84]不过还算顺利 [03:37.79] [03:38.55]八点之前 [03:39.56]我就到了单位提前上了岗 [03:42.45] [03:43.25]还圆满完成了 [03:44.79]奥运会考察团的交通警卫任务 [03:48.79]赵： [03:49.12] [03:50.94]这是您的日记中 [03:51.94] [03:52.89]为数不多地提到了妈妈 [03:54.57] [03:56.11]日记里您很少说到家事 [03:58.10] [03:59.43]但我依然能够感受到您对家人的爱 [04:01.78] [04:03.76]我在字里行间仔细地寻找着 [04:06.21]终于我看到了关于我的文字 [04:08.80]穆： [04:09.19] [04:10.00]1992年9月1日 [04:12.37] [04:13.64]星期二阴 [04:15.81] [04:18.56]中午孩子生病 [04:20.01] [04:20.62]我马上请假回家看孩子 [04:22.54] [04:24.31]晚上七点半又回所备勤 [04:27.75]赵： [04:28.17] [04:30.20]虽然只是简单地一句话 [04:31.79] [04:33.30]却是我二十年来 [04:34.55] [04:35.56]第一次真真切切地感受到了父爱 [04:40.02] [04:42.28]听妈妈说 [04:42.92] [04:43.53]那次是因为我得了肺炎 [04:45.27]高烧40度 [04:46.39]您第一次向单位请了半个半天的假 [04:49.17]回来看我 [04:49.97] [04:52.98]想象着两岁半的我 [04:55.17] [04:56.44]仰着胖嘟嘟的小脸儿 [04:58.00] [04:58.72]在您的怀里 [04:59.69]咿咿呀呀 [05:00.58] [05:02.45]虽然发着烧 [05:03.30] [05:04.24]也是幸福的呀 [05:05.39] [05:06.99]爸您知道吗 [05:08.22]我多想生几次病 [05:09.74]让您多回来看我几次 [05:11.31] [05:11.84]那样我就能像其他的小朋友一样 [05:14.40]尽情地享受父爱了 [05:16.18]穆： [05:16.59] [05:19.71]1993年4月11日 [05:22.18] [05:23.54]星期日晴 [05:25.58] [05:33.87]赵： [05:34.32] [05:39.37]没错 [05:39.86] [05:40.48]这就是您 [05:41.16] [05:41.86]高贵的警察气质 [05:43.04] [05:43.58]高尚的理想追求 [05:45.11]一身正气 [05:45.88] [05:47.60]在我心里 [05:48.23] [05:49.16]您集所有优点和才华于一身 [05:51.87]您的为人 [05:53.18]您的正能量 [05:54.13] [05:54.86]您的 [05:55.53]您对我和妈妈的爱 [05:57.14]您的一切一切 [05:58.28] [05:58.95]都是那么好 [06:00.12] [06:03.76]忘不了日记本封皮上 [06:05.62]您写下的那行小字 [06:07.17] [06:09.72]弃燕雀之小志 [06:11.14] [06:11.94]慕鸿鹄之翱翔 [06:13.80]是的 [06:14.36]这就是您 [06:15.06] [06:15.61]您就像警帽上那颗闪闪发光的警徽 [06:17.98]把力量传递给我 [06:19.46] [06:20.21]为我照亮了前行的路 [06:22.49]穆： [06:22.87] [06:23.44]孩子 [06:23.84] [06:24.61]往前走 [06:25.32] [06:26.21]不要怕 [06:26.71] [06:27.95]爸爸看着你呢 [06:29.58]赵： [06:29.92] [06:31.82]爸爸 [06:32.29] [06:33.66]如果有来生 [06:34.54] [06:35.73]要记得我和妈妈 [06:37.11] [06:37.88]我们还是一家人 [06:39.12] [06:39.82]一切都不要改变 [06:41.32]唯独求您不要再那么早离开我 [06:44.77] [06:47.02]我多么想让您能看着我慢慢长大 [06:49.56] [06:51.13]我陪着您慢慢变老 [06:54.78]穆： [06:55.35]孩子 [06:55.85] [06:56.73]要记住 [06:57.23] [06:58.15]你的快乐 [06:58.87] [06:59.61]就是我的快乐 [07:00.88] [07:01.49]你的幸福 [07:02.59]就是我的幸福 [07:04.13] [07:07.90]父亲一定会陪着你 [07:12.38] [07:13.52]鼓励你 [07:14.13] [07:16.02]保护你 [07:17.22]赵： [07:17.99]爸爸爸