Momma(feat. Jocef Michael)-Jocef Michael/Steven Cooper

For the times that you took care of me when I was sick 多少次 病痛时你悉心照顾 For the times that you provided, Lord knows we weren’t rich 多少次 贫穷时你竭心供养 For the times I needed money and you helped me out 多少次 清苦时你搭手救济 For the times I was in trouble and you bailed me out 多少次 困窘时你援手相助 I know that you’re not perfect, I know you’ve tried your best 我懂人无完人 你都尽心尽力 The reality is that we live in this giant mess 现实几多繁杂纷乱 And it’s only getting worse, I’m sure you can tell 人心不古 世风日下 But you don’t even realize that you put me through hell 你亲手推我入地狱 却浑然不知 And I don’t know what I’m doing, sometimes I think I’m ruined 我浑浑噩噩 是否前路渺茫 And I blame you, and I hate you, but I love you, It’s stupid 责怪你 恼恨你 又深爱你 我真是个傻瓜 Try not to be a victim, but I never had a system 不想成为你的牺牲品 自己又没有主见 I only had myself for far back as I can vision 只好离开 离的远远地 最好不相见 I left home at 17, try not to sugar coat it 不想粉饰太平 我17岁离家 But I wonder sometimes if my momma even noticed 有时我会想 妈妈你有留心过我吗 Did my family even care, were any of you there 我的家人在乎我吗 还有没有人在等我 When I slept on the floor of that apartment and on the stairs 当我躺在地板上 在楼梯上 惶惶不能入睡时 Was so scared and embarrassed 真是狼狈不堪 I knew that it’s apparent 我心里明白的 It’s clear I’ve got some issues 我也有错 And I blame my lack of parents 却通通归咎于父母的疏忽 You swear that it’s all in my head, I guess it’s crazy 你说这都是我在胡思乱想 To refuse to be just like you, and want more than you gave me 不愿依附你 又渴望你更多的目光 我真是疯了 So hate me, call my phone to curse me out 就厌恶我吧 打电话来咒骂我吧 Dig up all my dirt, put it online and search it out 挖尽我的老底 再弄得人尽皆知吧 Cut me with a knife, if it helps you sleep at night 剜开我的伤口吧 如果这让你夜里安睡 But I don’t want to fight, Mom I know it isn’t right 我不会反抗的 妈妈 我知道这是不对的 Oh momma, just saying I love ya’ 啊妈妈 你是我最爱重 Inside there’s so much pain 这人生 苦痛太多 Could you make it go away 能不能 慰藉我一二 Oh momma, no one above ya’ 啊妈妈 你是我最敬仰 Pick me up when I am down 消沉时 振作我 Need you to hear me now 那现在 能不能再听听我呢 Oh momma 啊妈妈 Momma I know you’re hearing this, it’s your oldest son 妈妈 你听到了吧 大儿子在跟你说话呢 If only things were different but decisions now are old and done 要是一切都重头再来该多好 可惜事已至此 早没有回头路 I try to stay strong but I feel like I’m the only one 我苦苦坚持 却都是一个人的坚强 Miss my family, brothers, cousins, I’m over run 我想家了 想我的兄弟 我的姐妹 我走的太远了 By the hurt and emotions, every holiday spent alone 一个人的节日 伤口自己舔舐 情绪自己消化 It’s atrocious how things unfolded, and now we can’t unfold it 人心险恶 我已是遍体鳞伤 Feel like an orphan in this world, no way to change it 感觉被整个世界遗弃 却无力更改 I get hurt and turn away but it’s time to turn back and face it 受伤了就逃避 但这次 我愿驻足面对 What happens when I have kids of my own 等我有了自己的孩子 会是怎样一番景象呢 And they wonder why it’s just mommy and daddy alone 他们会不会疑惑 为什么他们只有爸爸和妈妈 I don’t know how to change it yo’, I guess I only know 我不知道怎么才能改变现状 That I can’t just walk away or just let it go 我只知道我不能就这么走开 听之任之 And sometimes I get so lonely, And I just want back my family 寂寥时 只想回家 But damn it, it’s a fantasy, I’m canned in this calamity 该死 这不过是个妄想 我早已入劫难 I’m stranded and I’m damned to be, the damage of your damage spree 堕入无尽地狱 废墟残骸中残喘 This hand that you have dealt me, isn’t helping, you can’t even see 你曾伸出的手帮不了我 你根本就没看到我怎样苦苦挣扎 Momma, just saying I love ya’ 啊妈妈 你是我最爱重 Inside there’s so much pain 这人生 苦痛太多 Could you make it go away 能不能 慰藉我一二 Oh momma, no one above ya’ 啊妈妈 你是我最敬仰 Pick me up when I am down 消沉时 振作我 Need you to hear me now 那现在 能不能再听听我呢 Oh momma 啊妈妈 Hush little baby, don’t you cry (Momma) 嘘 小宝贝 别哭（妈妈） Momma’s gonna sing, a lullaby (Mamma where are you) 妈妈会为你唱摇篮曲（妈妈你在哪） Momma’s gonna take, away the pain 妈妈会为你带走苦痛 Momma’s gonna make, it go away ( I can’t find you) 妈妈会为你带走悲伤（我找不到你） Hush little baby, don’t you cry (Momma) 嘘 小宝贝 别哭(妈妈) Momma’s gonna sing, a lullaby (Momma) 妈妈会为你唱摇篮曲（妈妈） Momma’s gonna take, away the pain 妈妈会为你带走苦痛 Momma’s gonna make, it go away 妈妈会为你带走悲伤 I know you had good intentions, this never was planned 我知道你初心是好的 But sometimes you have to own the situation at hand 但有时你只是想控制一切 The damage was done, I wish you knew how I feel 给我的伤害多说无益 只想你明白我的感受 And we can’t make it disappear but we can start to rebuild 覆水难收 但至少尝试下重新开始吧 But you don’t even think that you did anything wrong 你却置若罔闻 依旧我行我素 You won’t even acknowledge the words to this song 你甚至不会认同这首歌吧 So I stay distant and I stay gone 我只好继续远行 离家千里 I wipe my tears, and just move on 擦干眼泪就启程吧 Momma 妈妈