The Alchemy of Awe-The Collection

[ti:The Alchemy of Awe] [ar:The Collection] [al:Listen To The River] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]The Alchemy of Awe (炼金术的敬畏) - The Collection [00:25.89]I hope to break myself open [00:29.00] [00:29.77]Drain this poison water [00:32.22] [00:33.57]Let it flow back to its ocean [00:36.71] [00:37.42]That I used to call father [00:40.45] [00:41.27]Every absence is a door to walk through [00:45.16]But it all leads to empty rooms [00:48.44] [00:49.05]And the writing on the wall says [00:51.70]We were never here [00:54.23] [00:56.50]But if awe is the salve for my eyes [01:01.94]Then I've gone blind [01:04.12]We are not hard to find [01:07.37] [01:07.98]But we're all lost all of the time [01:11.58]And I was a creature of habit [01:14.41] [01:15.26]So I got myself stuck on your rabbit trails [01:18.85] [01:19.47]And I'm trying hard to leave myself [01:26.15] [01:44.06]When you're constantly in motion [01:47.28] [01:47.93]The forest has no trees [01:51.76]And the one I climbed was broken [01:55.26]And I fell quick through its iridescent leaves [01:59.35]All my cravings in your absence moved [02:02.67] [02:03.34]To lesser things that I love too [02:06.35] [02:06.93]And the writing on the wall says [02:09.39]We were fading quickly [02:14.48]I dreamed of ropes tied round the rafters [02:20.74]But I heard your heart shatter [02:23.89]And I woke and cried till [02:28.42]My eyes saw things clearly [02:32.54]That fear would keep me here even if this life had scared me [02:44.12] [02:56.57]And if awe is the salve for my eyes [03:01.79]Than I've gone blind [03:03.64] [03:04.15]I am not hard to find [03:08.00]But I feel lost all of the time [03:11.55]I was a creature of habit [03:14.59] [03:15.26]I am leaving your rabbit trails [03:19.08]And I am trying hard to believe myself