The Struggle-Scootie/Steven Malcolm

The Struggle - Steven Malcolm Even though it doesn't show Sometimes my shoulders get sore From carrying what feels like the world But I thank God that I'm alright No one else can carry the load That's why I never gave into The struggle Yeah Lord give me strength for this 'cross Through this forgiveness with every day that I lost Mind full of the evil that People against you be lovin' I'm filled with the corruption of Sin sick and destruction yeah So many skeletons my mind's become a grave site Spirit so afflicted it's been hard For me to pray at night Bring into perfection a sinner that Lay with the lies filled with The pride that cast lucifer out of the sky ohh My mind lust driven Can't keep it off these women They hittin' my seven on the daily to come and get it Mailin' in every day I wake Attacked by all the bigotry Praying for the fruit of the spirit But need a bigger tree Even though it doesn't show Sometimes my shoulders get sore From carrying what feels like the world But I thank God that I'm alright No one else can carry the load That's why I never gave into The struggle At the end of the day I'm just a broken vessel Tired and stressed out looking For an escape route And for the longest there was nights Filled with fornication even Wives givin' into my affirmation I tried to mask it prayin' it Don't ever reach the surface I look at my choices and often Question was it worth it The fact that I still question that's crazy to me I lowered my core values knowin' none of That garbage was funny Got me feelin' bummy They came to steal and kill And I ain't lyin' when I tell you That the struggle's real Hands together prayin' daily for holy ambitions And the pure heart fully up to god's vision Even though na ma yo It doesn't show Sometimes my shoulders get sore yeah From carrying what feels like the world But I thank God thank the Lord that I'm alright Yeah no one else can carry the load That's why I never gave into The struggle