Hatred-Warhead

a little room with a lattice window here i live there's nothing more outside concrete, grey and cold this is my home, i'm the one who's left the second made me be the one i am the stories people tell here are heavy and this is mine... oh my love was great, thought that i am the only one you need you gave me the only meaning to my life i changed everything for you said that we'd love until we die and somehow we made the words come true the first year we were together nothing bad i did expect two people in a world full of honey and slowly i got blind something happenedin the second year we were kissing but our eyes weren't closed and sex became a different thing than we did a few weeks ago i didn't want to realize it i didn't want to see you said you went to the doctor what a beautiful lie for the time we didn't speak too much and what we spoke was simply shit i knew i would like to get rid of it so one day you were calling the "doctor" and i saw you leaving our home i followed you to his place and looked through the window you were kissing you were pissing you were f**king that man and i was watching you so believe, i jumped through the window to get you, my dear i was taking the knife that i had and ram it into your head good-bye!