At War With Myself-Totalselfhatred

At war with myself Mieleni ainainen sotatanner Once again in this hell Ristitulessa raunioina At war with myself Riutuneet kädet kaivavat F**king war in my head Hedelmätönä maaperää On my knees, shattered Waiting for the fury to settle To find the haven in this madness And see the storm to calm Tired... Empathy my torturer Only choice whom i'll hurt this time Torture, empathy, a hurtful choice Nourishing my true self Altruistic deprivation Inside your hearts rest my past Which kneels to my regrets Through all the chaos, in the middle of silence All the burial pits, shelters of my shadow To perish into nothingness Through the veils of life and death... Frei... Puhdistuneena erillisenä kaikesta In die Unendlichkeit... Katson universumiani keskellä aikaa Im selben Moment wie es mir das herj jerschneidet Neues Glück erwacht... In mir aus der Asche der Vergangenheit Ei saastainen sielu enää ryömi Befreit... Ulos onnettomasta ruumiista