1983-Xzibit

[ti:1983] [ar:Xzibit] [al:Napalm] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]1983 - Xzibit [00:24.51]I had the right to sublurr because they ache one stick [00:27.39]I saw five to six million but yo that ain't really sh*t [00:30.20]It was supposed to be different we were supposed to write out [00:32.95]But tumach shot his girl then shot himself in the mouth [00:35.76]Then the steady game form very soon fell apart [00:38.08] [00:38.58]'Cause when you just doing all the loyalty in your heart [00:41.33]Slight catch a long hymn on all these niggas forgetting where they're coming from [00:45.39]And they're slowing down wait a minute what we're running from [00:48.14]This what we're supposed to do here's where we're supposed to be [00:50.89]I hated MTV for trying to play me like a mockery [00:53.20] [00:53.89]But that don't bother me I just fulfill my f**king contract [00:55.89]Small price to pay just to take a piece of my back [00:59.01] [00:59.51]My back backfire assassination of my character [01:03.02]Just demassing me in the America [01:05.08]My younger sister Erika just adopted a child [01:07.14] [01:07.77]My older brother served fifteen he made it out [01:10.64]Even though my father loved me I ain't seen him for a while [01:13.58]Had to fight my baby b**ch give me my ni**a now [01:16.07]'Cause I'm running out of time and I need him to understand [01:18.83]The way a superior man had build a brand [01:21.76]Niggas talk about my taxes had to pay I consemn [01:24.14] [01:24.65]I'm surviving 'cause the lines a** crooked in the hand [01:26.00] [01:51.08]Heartbreak disappointment my mother died when I was nine I just wanted to join her [01:56.15]Now I miss to join her get to California I got something for you to do it was like I was annoying [02:02.14]Resurrected found my purpose I remember being dragged being nervous when I would kick my verses [02:07.33]I was virtually worthless my whole life was a circus [02:10.14]I was sleeping with serpents and I thought it is worth it [02:12.58] [02:13.14]Got a call from Paul told me sh*t isn't working [02:15.26] [02:15.76]Exchange words told me tell me that sh*t in person [02:18.58]He probably told him and by the way did he said it on a prolijetic twisted made about him [02:24.32]I see Slim and he said he didn't recognize me [02:27.26]Was it that or did he let another man to find me [02:30.26]I don't know but now I gotta get this all behind me [02:32.76]Follow my calling when I used to follow niggas blindly [02:34.00] [02:46.75]I wish I had a better relationship with my uncles [02:49.75]Blood relatives I could turn to when I'm feeling trouble [02:52.43]And talk about my struggles [02:53.68]My uncle John Nail he only put me on the phone with different females [02:58.18]And this is such a such nephew tell me what's up [03:01.06]Ain't even ask about your man in Cali growing up [03:03.81]F**k I drink it all and I smash the bottle [03:06.62]Self medicated numb but I'm a feel it tomorrow [03:08.93] [03:09.56]It feel like pain and sorrow was like a second skin [03:12.37]But now that pain was gone I got my second win [03:15.06]Only the strong live long you better settle in [03:17.87]I'm fighting for ever I will never let the devil win [03:20.24] [03:20.93]1983 that's when my journey begins [03:23.62]I searched every word for stritting only find it within [03:26.43]This for me and my kid still trying to live [03:28.62] [03:29.24]Living life to the fullest 'till I see you again [03:32.18]