Suicyde-51.50

[ti:Suicyde] [ar:51.50] [al:Crazy Has Struck Again] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Suicyde - 51.50 [00:46.22]Somebody help me, I'm thinkin' I can't cope [00:49.25]Early in the morning, [00:49.92]Looked in the mirror and [00:50.80]Seen myself hangin' from a rope [00:52.30] [00:52.82]And it got me in a f**ked up state of mind [00:55.62]I'm havin' thoughts of blowin' my brains out [00:57.69]From time to time [00:58.76]I often feel like I'm livin' on the run [01:01.03]And I'm straight nervous, paranoid, [01:02.26]So I'm sleepin' with a gun [01:04.10]I close my eyes [01:04.87]And I can hear them b**ches screamin' [01:07.18]I'm wide awake and yet it feels like I am dreamin' [01:10.09]What should I do, [01:10.80]I think I need a head Shrink [01:12.84]Every time a killin' is done, [01:14.08]I write it down in blood not ink [01:16.10]I always wanna take my own life, [01:18.13]Put a bullet in my dome [01:19.86]Maybe that will make me feel right [01:21.78]Instead of homicide I feel like suicide [01:24.46]Somebody help me [01:25.46]Instead of homicide [01:26.12]I feel like commitin' suicide [01:27.31]Instead of homicide [01:28.27]I feel like suicide [01:30.08]Somebody help me (Somebody help me) [01:32.25] [01:33.37]I'm 'noid as f**k, I'm havin' nightmares [01:35.23]'Cause of what I've done [01:36.39]I killed this fool for no motherf**kin' reason [01:39.09]Was there a motive behind it? [01:41.23]Not that I know of, [01:42.28]All I can say is that that motherf**ka reminded [01:44.81]Me of this trick I had big funk with [01:47.28]So I snuck up on that mark [01:48.42]And let the motherf**kin' pump kick [01:50.75]Gauge blast, peeled his motherf**kin' cap back [01:53.51]And later on that night I'm askin' myself, [01:55.39]Why did I do that? [01:56.66]I should have knew that ni**a wasn't him [01:59.11]With no remorse I smoke a blunt [02:00.86]And kill a fifth of that Henn, then [02:02.50]Went to sleep, [02:03.30]Now I'm seein' this ni**a in my dreams [02:04.79]Wish I was dead, one in the head [02:06.78]Somebody help me [02:08.13]Instead of homicide I feel like suicide [02:10.01]Somebody help me [02:11.03]Instead of homicide I feel like commitin' suicide [02:13.30] [02:13.86]Instead of homicide I feel like suicide [02:16.53]Somebody help me (Somebody help me) [02:18.66] [02:30.38]Now I'm paranoid, body shiverin, [02:32.45]Got me wakin' up in a cold sweat [02:33.70]I grab my gun, put it to my dome, [02:35.14]Wonderin' if I should just die yet [02:37.11]These voices in my head keep tellin' me to pull it [02:39.60]And to my own motherf**kin' brain [02:41.07]It's like I'm goin' insane [02:42.19]Feel like I'm looney, [02:43.23]A ni**a be gettin' psychotic thoughts [02:44.66]I'd rather be takin' a quick way out [02:46.47]Than gettin' caught by the law [02:48.34]Then spend the rest of my life ... locked in a cell [02:51.21]My father say I'm sick in the head, ... [02:53.74]So what the f**k am I to do to get up outta this sh*t [02:57.08]Put a hot one in the chamber, [02:58.46]Let the nina go click (bang!) [03:00.75] [03:06.43]Instead of homicide I feel like suicide [03:08.55]Somebody help me [03:09.53]Somebody help me [03:10.76]Instead of homicide I feel like commitin' suicide [03:12.51]Instead of homicide I feel like suicide [03:14.16] [03:14.75]Somebody help me (Somebody help me)