It's Not A Fairytale-Sarai

[ti:It's Not A Fairytale] [ar:Sarai] [al:The Original] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]It's Not A Fairytale - Sarai [00:30.95]It all started like this [00:32.27]Ninth grade freshman year [00:34.07]So happy to be in high school [00:35.70]I shedded a tear [00:36.63]So many cute dudes to choose from [00:38.38]I knew it was one [00:39.32]That was right for me [00:40.62]Well I thought at least [00:41.83]He was the big guy on campus [00:43.39]On the football team [00:44.32]Basketball homecoming [00:44.89]He was voted for king [00:47.13]And there was me [00:48.13]I was on the cheerleading squad [00:49.81]Sweet six-teen looking for love in my heart [00:52.43]It was a beautiful thing from the start [00:54.43]I must say only problem was [00:56.18]My parents was strict [00:57.18]They ain't play [00:57.99]No phone calls after eight [00:59.30]No staying out late [01:00.73]I'm like dam give me a break [01:03.04]Hormones kicking in [01:04.23]Start displaying my shape [01:05.54]More concern with my looks [01:07.06]Then my books and grades [01:08.43]Headed no where fast [01:09.61]I was on my way [01:10.89]Curiosity come on [01:12.77]I know yall relate [01:13.77] [01:35.28]It's been a year now I'm a sophomore [01:36.84]Mature and know more [01:37.90]But still I'm young and dumb [01:39.40]And plus I'm unsure [01:40.54]Who I am [01:41.47]What the future has in store [01:43.16]Man I'm trying to be grown [01:44.41]Cuz my parents now divorced [01:45.91]I took a charge to roll with Dough Boy [01:48.21]Moms tried to force me to move to New York [01:50.89]But of course that plan it fail short [01:53.46]She found herself caught up in court [01:55.85]For child support [01:56.35]Drama problems of all sorts [01:58.60]Stressing started smoking new ports [02:00.78]Carefree about the ones who care for me [02:03.40]Lost teen giving up on my dream [02:05.21]And as worst as it seems [02:06.64]Had me thinking crazy things [02:08.01]Like suicide that better everything if I jus die [02:10.70]Fullblown without guidance or a home [02:14.26]I'm startin to get stomache pains [02:17.00]That's strange what could be wrong [02:18.12] [02:38.63]What do I do [02:39.26]I ask myself everyday [02:40.01]A child given birth to a child [02:42.93]What can I say [02:43.81]This wasn't suppose too happen [02:45.06]Here I am turned my back on my fam [02:47.01]Well god dam [02:48.88]This wasn't even part of the plan [02:50.82]I'm spazzin out [02:51.63]When I lay down at night the hurt [02:53.94]Just burst out I shout how could he leave [02:55.87]At my time of need [02:57.00]Especially now I'm pregnant [02:58.25]And due in three [02:59.43]Maybe I should have it [03:01.06]And give it for adoption [03:02.17]I can't graduate [03:03.24]I ain't been to school since august [03:05.05]Often I hear this voice talking [03:06.73]In the back of my mind [03:08.35]So problems in my life [03:09.60]I just pray for my time to come [03:11.16]God take me leave my child behind [03:12.72]I'm on the run adrenalin pumpin [03:15.22]So angry I could kill something [03:16.90]Don't make me prove it [03:18.03]Cause if you don't do it [03:19.15]Then I will do it [03:20.22]I'm foolish and so stupid