Manic Depressive-Insane Poetry

[ti:Manic Depressive] [ar:Insane Poetry] [al:Grim Reality] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Manic Depressive - Insane Poetry [00:00.64]I'm waking up every morning to the same old sh*t [00:03.38]Landlord straight bitching for a ni**a to pay the rent [00:06.72]My wife left me two years ago [00:09.03]Now I got a thinking problem [00:10.46]And a wine drinking problem [00:12.49]My family turned backs on me they wouldn't help [00:15.27]I had a psychiatrist but that mothaf**ka couldn't help [00:18.17] [00:19.81]The pressure's in a man and that got me [00:22.10]Damn I wish my wife would shot me [00:24.10]And take me out of my misery [00:25.68] [00:26.18]But yo f**k it how I got to this point [00:28.69]It ain't no mystery [00:29.61] [00:30.43]It started a long time ago when I wouldn't smile [00:32.77]Tell me how you gonna make abused child smile [00:35.12] [00:35.83]Watching my mom get bated for Athene [00:37.88]I know I'm next so I sit on the bed [00:40.29]Just waiting for pops to come in and started swinging [00:43.79] [00:44.32]Drunk as a mothaf**kin skunk yelling and screaming [00:47.20]Boy didn't I tell your a** to stay out of my business [00:50.08]Now I kill your a** to sleep [00:51.63] [00:52.96]This type of sh*t went on more than three weeks [00:55.73]Moms got bated while I got black eyes and brushed cheeks [00:58.31]I lose sleep try to think of a way to make it stop [01:02.17]My only solution I have to kill pops [01:04.44]My opportunity came and I felt great [01:07.16]Pops left the house and forget to grab his 38 [01:10.08]Tonight was the night to make this sh*t cease [01:12.57]Grabbed the piece cause after tonight there would finally be peace [01:15.73] [01:16.58]He came on that night drunk as f**k [01:18.51]Looking like he been hit by a mack truck [01:21.49] [01:22.30]I felt a bit nervous and a little scared [01:24.65]But I had to put 38 to his head [01:27.56]He turned and said [01:28.63]Ya ain't even got the guts ni**a [01:30.42]I said I love you daddy [01:32.07]And then I pulled the trigga [01:33.35]His body just felt I know was dead [01:36.09]I dropped the gun and then I kissed him on the forehead [01:39.03] [01:39.70]My mother started to screaming and going mad [01:41.70]I thought she was glad but I was wrong my mom was sad [01:45.06]Police came and I ended up arrested [01:47.33]This was the genesis of a manic depressive [01:50.78] [02:01.50]Now getting back to the present situation [02:03.88]Damn I'm late for work and my boss is a f**kin' jerk [02:07.92]See I'm a cook at this little tiny whole in the wall [02:10.90]You may not heard of it it's called the burger pit [02:13.62]And when I step in it's the same sh*t every night [02:16.22]Busting my a** 5:50 an hour ain't right [02:19.64]F**kin' waitress all she does is b**ch [02:21.60]Then she sweat up on my a** [02:23.31]Cause I sort of f**ked up an order [02:25.21]Hell I know it was my fault but why she sweat me [02:28.15]Talking that punk sh*t telling me why my wife left me [02:31.04]She know she strike a nerve when my eyes show redness [02:33.89] [02:34.47]I stepped to the b**ch and said this [02:36.36]Look b**ch you better get the f**k out my goddamn drill [02:38.80]Before I slap you to the mothaf**kin floor b**ch [02:40.43]What the f**k you're talking about [02:41.68] [02:42.43]Oh sh*t I know she run to tell the boss [02:45.33]Now he's walking over Looking pissed and talking sh*t [02:47.78] [02:48.35]Look here Joe you come work everyday late you're drunk [02:50.55]I can't take this no more you cost me money you fired [02:53.48]F**k I guess it ain't my day [02:55.99]Just got fired no check and it's Friday [02:59.87]Now what the hell I'm gonna do about the f**kin rent [03:02.65]I'm leaving out and I don't have a f**kin cent [03:05.37]So I went back to my apartment [03:07.51]What did I notice sticked to my door [03:09.83]An eviction notice I just looked in the stairs as I cramble it up [03:13.97]Opened and slammed the door madder than a mothaf**k [03:16.66]I started to feeling like I don't wanna live [03:19.51]Started to grabbing the phone and sh*t [03:21.29]Tearing up my f**kin crib screaming why me [03:24.09]I feel I've been crucified [03:25.07] [03:25.67]Come to thinking a thought to commitment a suicide [03:28.79]I grabbed the razor blade as you could figure [03:31.43]A little voice in my head said do it ni**a [03:34.31]Right about then I snapped then it hit me [03:37.48]If I'm gonna go I'm taking a couple of people with me [03:40.29]So I wrote a letter to the cops and it said [03:43.11]By the time you read this I already be dead [03:45.81]I can't take this sh*t no more in fact [03:48.71]It's time to me to get a little [03:50.98]Payback [03:51.59] [03:52.29]I surrounded my guns with black handles [03:54.77]With a grip of fifth of Jack Daniels [03:57.63]Putted on my armory on tears and take a quick shot [04:00.11] [04:00.75]I think I make a landlord my first stop [04:03.09]Got me walking down the hallway to seddle the score [04:05.97]Cocked the hammer of the nine and knocked on the door [04:08.90] [04:12.26]So it's you you got my money sh*t where's the rent at [04:17.21]Hah hah [04:18.00]What's so funny [04:18.45]This is so funny mothaf**ka [04:19.27] [04:20.46]That's what he gets now he's better off [04:22.56]I drove over to the mailbox to mail the f**kin letter off [04:26.12]I hopped back to my truck and drove up the street [04:28.56]The end is near and my mission is almost complete [04:31.65] [04:32.27]There it is so I stopped and grabbed my sh*t [04:34.76]Got out of the truck stepped to the burger pit [04:37.55] [04:39.50]Hey what you doing here you I fired you [04:41.81]What you coming back here for get out of my restaurant [04:44.06] [04:46.29]F**k all you yeah f**k you [04:49.10] [05:30.32]It's time to end this sh*t life is a mothaf**kin b**ch ain't [05:37.20] [05:38.19]Oh sh*t it shot himself