Father-Trik Turner

[ti:Father] [ar:Trik Turner] [al:Trik Turner] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Father - Trik Turner [00:14.56]Can you remember [00:15.38]How you use to jab your fingers [00:16.87]Into my chest [00:17.62] [00:18.18]And tell me how stupid you thought [00:19.37]I was [00:20.24]And how I'd grow up to be worthless [00:21.74]I was only 9 and I can recall [00:23.23]Every single time [00:23.98]You raised your hand to me [00:25.35]No matter how hard I try to forget [00:26.98]I can't erase it from my memory [00:28.60]To this day you seem to think that [00:30.10]You never did anything wrong [00:30.97]And even though I've tried to look past your [00:33.47]Ignorance [00:33.66]The hate was too strong [00:35.40]And you were to blind to see [00:36.83]How much anger [00:37.33]Was growing inside of me [00:38.27]And everything revolved around you [00:39.77] [00:40.46]Do what you say [00:41.14]Do what you want [00:41.89]Do as you do [00:42.70]As the years passed [00:43.39]I never knew what was to come [00:45.13]Cause you were never there [00:46.07]But the day will come [00:47.31]When we'll cross paths [00:48.26]This time I'll be there to [00:49.26]Let you know that [00:49.87]All I ever wanted was was for you [00:51.21]To believe in me [00:52.20] [00:52.76]And everyday I prayed for [00:53.63]Lived the day for [00:54.46]Was a chance to throw it back in your face [00:56.51]And before you die [00:58.02]Open your eyes [00:59.15]And see all the different ways [01:01.14]That you neglected me [01:02.64]You may have gave me life [01:04.08]But you never gave me hope [01:05.82]I don't ever want to [01:07.20]Take after my own Father [01:08.45] [01:25.06]God help me raise up outta this mess [01:29.80]Stress and grey days [01:30.98]And a gang full of tests [01:32.98]God help me [01:33.67] [01:36.04]God help me [01:37.04] [01:38.16]You put the fear in me and said [01:39.78]If I wasn't to be everything you expected [01:41.53]Then a son I'm not in your eye's [01:43.71]And would be instantly rejected [01:44.65]Your gifts of love were just fifths of pain [01:47.27]While I tried to maintain and refrain [01:49.20]You just laughed at me [01:50.07]You looked down on me [01:51.02]You threw down on me [01:51.88]You made me feel worthless now [01:52.88]You're dead to me [01:54.00]How does it feel to be [01:55.13] [01:55.75]What runs through you created me [01:57.24]One day I'll break free [01:58.36] [01:59.61]All I ever wanted was for you [02:00.74]To believe in me [02:01.84] [02:02.46]And everyday I prayed for [02:03.51]Lived the day for [02:04.26]Was a chance to throw it back in your face [02:06.02] [02:44.16]Why do I have to feel like [02:48.54]I'm constantly worthless [02:50.91]Every day I'm reminded of you [02:56.09]Father