Is The World Strange?-Cosmo Jarvis

[ti:Is The World Strange？] [ar:Cosmo Jarvis] [al:Is The World Strange Or Am I S] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.12]Is the world strange or am I strange [00:05.49]Is the world strange or am I [00:10.10]Is the world mean or am I mean [00:17.37]Guess I won't know till I die [00:21.68]Everyone I know I don't wanna see you anymore [00:26.97]I don't even know what I know you for [00:28.19]All I know is that you made me feel abnormal [00:30.44]And mostly always all day as kids when we played [00:33.81]I still felt like I had to try to be okay with you [00:37.05]And truly I wanted you to like me [00:39.55]Not spite me without explanation unrightly [00:41.79]But even as a kid my heart's what I hid [00:45.41]Coz something about it and this planet don't fit [00:48.41]I could never build relationships the way you did [00:51.33]So you were only friends with what I pretended [00:54.27]Every day every minute and now I'm stuck so far in it [00:57.84]This game will mean death for me if I don't win it [01:00.90]I'm a coward a deserter [01:02.21]An anonymous flirter [01:03.39]I had me a woman but my b******t just hurt her [01:06.70]Very much the same when I was at school [01:07.99]Felt like I was from a gene pool [01:10.10]Created to be confused should never have to choose [01:13.05]Between what I am and what the world understands [01:16.07]But if I never did I'd be more isolated [01:18.50]But sure I'd be hated so it's way better if I fake it [01:21.81]Fake me fake these words [01:22.92]I'm sick of polishing this turd [01:24.49]For this proud little planet that can't understand it [01:27.55]But really it's clearly my f**ked mind that's had it [01:30.86]I tried don't know why but myself was no help [01:33.23]People saw sh*t inside me [01:35.17]It's clear that they felt it wasn't their job to comprehend [01:37.97]So I began learning them to spare them the expense [01:40.84]I began my decent to the future [01:43.03]Time here's not like when you're eight [01:45.46]It's real like mistakes I just realized I made [01:48.27]Like thinking people are worth having to suffer [01:51.26]Painting over yourself in their favourite colour [01:54.57]Or maybe I'm just a clock with no real face [01:57.50]Who tried to tick tock but could not find a pace [02:00.50]Is the world strange or am I strange [02:08.51]Is the world strange or am I [02:12.87]Is the world mean or am I mean [02:20.35]Guess I won't know till I die [02:24.60]Is the world dead or am I dead [02:32.35]Is the world dead or am I [02:36.84]Is the world f**ked or am I f**ked [02:44.38]Guess I won't know till I die [02:48.64]And I wished you would be harsh to me [02:54.37]And explain to my face every fault you could see [02:57.24]Instead you were silent yes you let me be [03:00.22]To continue to search for what mask you could treat [03:03.39]Like a motherf**king normal human being [03:06.13]Other kids in your club didn't have masks to bring [03:09.44]They didn't act different and that was sufficient [03:12.38]For them to receive all your trust that I didn't [03:15.42]That's why I can't care now about you lot [03:18.42]Coz from the beginning you never said get lost [03:21.48]You never said "f**k off Cos take that brave mask off [03:25.03]We as a world have decided you're just not what we're looking for [03:28.78]In a long time acquaintance we don't like hearing [03:31.90]Your emotionless statements [03:33.40]And your 'I can't play ball with the world' conversations [03:36.40]Kill yourself now so in the future we're free [03:39.57]From your songs about f**ked up personality" [03:41.84]I always prayed that you would punch me in the face [03:45.89]And shout you are a waste of space get out my family say you can't come round [03:48.54]Wanted everyone more than they ever wanted me [03:51.35]I worked for them worked for their company [03:53.16]Coz it wasn't really me they befriended extended friendly courtesy [03:56.46]It was whatever mask that I wore [03:59.64]That applied to their sort [04:01.27]That applied to them so much they'd answer the door [04:03.89]When I knocked after school with my trusty skateboard [04:07.01]And I'm paying for it now [04:08.76]I'm a rain filled cloud that can't drop the huge storm it allowed [04:12.19]To build up inside it no not a single drip [04:15.31]I can never get rid of what makes me a dick [04:18.24]I'd say sorry but it's not my fault I exist [04:21.24]So just kiss my a** people [04:23.05]I'm glad you won't miss me when I'm gone [04:25.23]I don't want to be in your history [04:27.36]It's best to forget me [04:29.47]Even if you liked me you still never met me [04:32.66]Is the world strange or am I strange [04:44.47]Is the world strange or am I [04:48.99]Is the world mean or am I mean [04:56.50]Guess I won't know till I die [05:00.61]Is the world dead or am I dead [05:08.47]Is the world dead or am I [05:12.84]Is the world f**ked or am I f**ked [05:20.39]Guess I won't know till I die [05:24.83]Is the world strange or am I strange [05:32.50]Is the world strange or am I [05:36.68]Is the world mean or am I mean [05:44.41]Guess I won't know till I die [05:48.84]Is the world dead or am I dead [05:56.52]Is the world dead or am I [06:00.86]Is the world f**ked or am I f**ked [06:08.61]Guess I won't know till I die