Freak Jesus-Ebony Tears

Shiny like tomorrow but dead as yesterday Moulded thoughts drowned in human day Hand of claustrophobia tears my soul apart Depression seems to be my only friend Trapped in human patterns like a sculpture made of stone Millions of people but I'm still alone Silence surrounds me I can't communicate at all Talking to me is like talking to a wall Without tears it's hard to cry Too numb to be alive In a world shaded grey For the fear of pain for the fear of life itself I hide I hide inside my soul I'm a riddle for you all You want to see me bleed but I'm not the enemy Alone I'm hanging here. Alone crucified for you all I've been embraced by the nails of fate Years and years of pain my life's been coloured grey Pain and misery no more agony I'm nailed to your cross I hear your laughter inside of me Trapped in a pose that's gone too far like Jesus I bleed Without tears it's hard to cry Too numb to be alive In a world shaded grey For the fear of pain for the fear of life itself I hide I hide inside my soul I'm a riddle for you all You want to see me bleed but I'm not the enemy Alone I'm hanging here. Alone crucified for you all I've been embraced by the nails of fate