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[ti:I Wonder] [ar:Gowe] [al:In Ya Mellow Tone 6] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]I Wonder - Gowe [00:40.56]Her mind was confused with a plus at the tip of the tube
在医生针管下的她大脑乱做一团 [00:43.57]Sick as she threw up with a cup take a sip of abuse
像是生了病一样抱着杯子呕吐不停 浅尝了虐待的滋味 [00:46.13]So she gets nervous cause her man left her
她紧张极了 因为她的男友离开了她 [00:49.33]After the sex and he jets she thought that he loved her
激情过后 她曾以为他是爱她的 [00:51.95]You see shes 18 and shes a bit conscious
你瞧 她已经成年了 也开始留意 [00:54.89]About her dress and the reflection of her own image
自己的衣着和自己幻想的倒影 [00:57.75]Timid in speech shes limited given a week
她总是羞于开口讲话 一周的生活费也有限 [01:00.59]With her tummy blowing up so that people can see
但是随着她日渐隆起的肚子 人们都知道她怀孕了 [01:03.34]But she decides to keep it said no to abortion
但她却决定生下这个孩子 不做流产 [01:06.19]The feet kicks in her stomach comes without a warning
肚中的那双小脚总是毫无预兆地踢她的胃 [01:09.09]She feels the pain though cause her parents cry
她日夜承受着痛苦 也让她的父母整日以泪洗面 [01:11.91]And the shame eats her alive when she closed her eyes
当她闭上双眼时 羞愧几乎吞噬掉了她所有的生气 [01:14.85]Then the day comes she gives birth to a son
终于到了临产的那天 她生出了一个小男孩 [01:17.67]Kim sung hoon soon she holds and kisses her love
很快就取名金成勋 她抱着他 亲吻着她的小宝贝 [01:20.50]Wishing it never ended taking a mental picture
希望这情景永远不会结束 默默地将这一刻铭记 [01:23.47]Hoping through the tears that her son would have a better future
她泪眼朦胧 希望她的儿子拥有一个更加美好的将来 [01:26.07]I wonder if there's a smile on your face
我想知道你的脸上是否挂着微笑 [01:31.08]Sometimes I miss you and long for your embrace
有时我想念你 渴望你的拥抱 [01:36.82]I never could thank you enough for holding on
你的坚持让我无尽感激 [01:42.79]Dear mama mama mama forever I'll hold you in my heart
亲爱的妈妈 妈妈 妈妈 我会永远将你铭记在我的心中 [01:49.21]So she wonders what happened to her son next
她想知道她的儿子接下来经历了什么 [01:51.61]Is there clothes on his back food on his plate whats the context
想知道他是否衣食无忧 生活得怎样 [01:54.22]The recollection of the day replays in her mindset
那些曾经的回忆始终萦绕在她的脑海 [01:57.35]And the ways she would try but just never could forget
那些她拼尽全力的尝试 她永远都不会忘记 [01:59.96] [02:00.54]Well he's okay and he resides in the states
好吧 他还不错 现在居住在美国 [02:02.95]A needle in space in which rain makes it a beautiful place
一个针眼大小的地方 那里一下雨就美得如同天堂 [02:05.75]Embraced by the culture and he's loved by all the members
被那里的文化所笼罩 拥有着大家的爱 [02:09.11]Until he turns 18 and his world get flipped
直到他18岁的时候 整个世界对他来说都变了 [02:11.55]He hears that his mom is not actually his and that complications
他知道了他现在的母亲只是他的养母 [02:15.19]Prevented her from having any kids and his real mom
因为一些并发症无法生育所以收养了他 而他的亲生母亲 [02:18.13]Is actually Korean and she had to give him up for adoption
其实是韩国人 她不得不让别人将他收养 [02:21.33]Cause she was young and was a student
因为她还年幼 还是个学生 [02:23.01]Lost and was confused and wrestling in the moment
那一瞬间 他的内心失落迷茫又崩溃 [02:25.74]Am I Chinese or Korean am I destined in this union
我是中国人还是韩国人 我注定就应该生活在这个国度吗 [02:28.62]And if I am what's the purpose I jot it in my verses
如果是这样的话 那我将这件事写进我的唱词中又有什么意义呢 [02:31.47]So I replay it in my mind as I think about you
因此我在脑海中反复思索这件事 频频地想起你 [02:34.27]I wonder if there's a smile on your face
我想知道你的脸上是否挂着微笑 [02:39.62]Sometimes I miss you and long for your embrace
有时我想念你 渴望你的拥抱 [02:45.38]I never could thank you enough for holding on
你的坚持让我无尽感激 [02:51.35]Dear mama mama mama forever I'll hold you in my heart
亲爱的妈妈 妈妈 妈妈 我会永远将你铭记在我的心中 [02:57.88]If I could write a letter and know that you would read it
如果我可以给你写一封信 并且知道你一定会读的话 [03:00.50]I would tell you that I never once in my heart felt hatred
我会告诉你 我从没有恨过你 [03:03.39]Reinstated I would play a song and dance with you
与你相认之后 我会播放一首歌曲 与你跳起一支舞 [03:06.19]Hold your hand as I thank the lord for creating you
握着你的双手 感谢上帝创造了你 [03:09.03]As strong as you are cause in my mind I can't fathom
你是如此坚强 因为在我心里 我无法估测 [03:11.82]The pain and the guilt when all you heard was their gossip
当你听到人们的流言蜚语时 你的心中究竟有多悔恨 多痛苦 [03:14.75]And still you stuck through it when they called you foolish
可是当人们都叫你傻瓜时 你仍然坚持着生下我 [03:17.64]And with this gift that I possess your probably loved music
随着这份礼物的降临 我相信你应该也喜欢音乐 [03:20.61]I hope you're doing well I hope some day you'll see this
我希望你能做得很好 希望有一天你能看到这首歌 [03:23.55]I hope I mean I really hope that you know Jesus on a deeper level
我希望 我是说我真的希望你能知道耶稣在暗处 [03:27.58]Seeking just to know him better I hope in perfect timing we can
一直保佑着我 我希望在一个完美的时机中 我们能够 [03:30.57]See the reason clearer I hope you're smiling now
清楚地明白这一切的意义所在 我希望你此刻正在微笑 [03:33.29]I hope I cross your mind I hope you never second guess
我希望你能牵挂着我 我希望你从未怀疑过 [03:36.24]If what you did was right cause I'm so proud of you
你做的这一切是否正确 因为你让我如此骄傲 [03:38.88]I love and admire you
我爱你 我敬重你 [03:40.22]So after all these years this is my way of telling you
所以过了这么多年 我用我自己的方式来告诉你 [03:42.88]I wonder if there's a smile on your face
我想知道你的脸上是否挂着微笑 [03:48.05]Sometimes I miss you and long for your embrace
有时我想念你 渴望你的拥抱 [03:53.85]I never could thank you enough for holding on
你的坚持让我无尽感激 [03:59.91]Dear mama mama mama forever I'll hold you in my heart
亲爱的妈妈 妈妈 妈妈 我会永远将你铭记在我的心中 [04:06.52]I wonder if there's a smile on your face
我想知道你的脸上是否挂着微笑 [04:10.98]Sometimes I miss you and long for your embrace
有时我想念你 渴望你的拥抱 [04:16.70]I never could thank you enough for holding on
你的坚持让我无尽感激 [04:22.70]Dear mama mama mama forever
亲爱的妈妈 妈妈 永远的母亲